Thursday, June 30, 2016

God's Dress

Start out right by saying; "No, he's not in a dress".

This is about judgement, or observation of others of how some perceive a dress code for which to enter their congregations. Many have discussed these thoughts, believe it or not, in these ears of mine, over time, time after time. I have heard many comments on this subject of the dress code for congregations.

"What does he think he can dress better than all the rest"?

"Oh, I just don't get why people think God cares, one way of another, what one wears, God knows you love him."

"So, what; now I have to wear a suit, just to go to church".

"I guess image is everything".

"I need to impress whom"?

Some have said these exact words, and by all mean, have the right to do so. To say these things. To come to church anyway they, man's way, wants.

People do not get that it is not about themselves. It is a statue, and respect of obedience, giving like a gift to your God, not a modeling show.

Think President of the USA, would you wear your torn jeans and a t-shirt?  Ladies; Low-cut top, high skirt, or a titch of elegance?

This is why we strive to wear only our personal very best, and not just throw on something like jeans. Most men hold a pair of slacks, even if you wear the same one every service, you at least show your integrity and respect God.

If, No tie today, maybe someday you will have one.

It is only in you that knows your own truth, your own loyalties to God. This is reason why most people that do dress, in a best, is as if they are meeting the President of our Universe for the first time, each time.

It is only up to you.
Blessings

Tuesday, May 17, 2016

Gay Return, I Am

If you clicked on this page and will read the whole message, then reflection comes upon your life. Not on anyone, other than the you, the self. You'll either click and get it, or you won't and think ill of me, but I assure you now; It does not matter to me, if you believe, it will be only up to you. I'm not here to change you, but remember to reflect even if you do not want to come in.

Gay is a way of life. Straight is a way of life too. They have the similar things, likes and dislikes, and even the non-tolerant or tolerant, gay or straight may know one another and just live side by side.

Religious ways have pushed down the growth of what they call the wicked. We've seen the bashing, the hate or anger and lot's of gays received the rejection notice from parents, family, friends and even close brothers or sisters.

I won't go all out into the hate speeches, we've seen it if we're at an age as adult, or teen. We know certain peoples views, even other nations as sin, as breaking laws, or moral code and so on and on. We go the down way.

The down way it to take something we ourselves no nothing about and have already pushed it away as evil. Pretty much the Bible says; it is an abomination to God. Just that word says it, but stop there for now and think about it.

Have you learned this in a class, just so point blank, but never really reading it. Nor have you ever really reflected on such a reasoning of why churches, religious groups attack so boldly. In the bold move, tearing you even further from the truth.....your truth.

You see, now we're on a roll, our arrogant selves want to tear back at those slapping those in sin down. Some tend to feel by ignoring the matter is case as in good time. The religious views of mainstream, gets no points.

Mainstream can falsely take you down the path, which is deception. Deceiving you slightly ever so, just as how the church changed laws, ever so slightly over the hundreds of years....now reflect on that, because that might spark you to look into it all in what I say as truth.

Let's play a game of examples....but please remember, I Am not here to recruit you.....but maybe God is, believe as you do for now, be skeptic, push this writing away as crazy, but think about it and maybe come back. I have nothing to gain, that is what love is. You have nothing to gain, makes me love you more....as I hope you will for me.

So here is the game. We'll play, Gay Vs. Str8's!
Start:

Gays, true or false, like love.  (answer for yourself, maybe on paper)
Both have kissed most folks, have kissed first date.
Explored deep kissing.
Perhaps sex first date, or sex dictates your relationship from across you. Yes, get angry at the word; "Dictates" saying...."oh I wouldn't say dictates it" You allow sex to predetermine your love for what is another human, not realizing a myth greater than truth.

God is love, but like a parent, like Govt. you do not see, unless you have learned as parent or see into this message ahead of time, avoiding a problem bigger later down a road one takes, in their own arrogance, their own way.

Man's Laws/ways Vs. Gods Law/ways.
We see everything in a pattern. We go along thinking all okay in our world. We know there are problems looming on horizons, but how deep the cut of a problem will it be? One you can walk
through with true knowledge or stumble thinking it is truth and still being lost. (reflection time?)

My point, nothing wrong with being gay. Straights are just as loved too when dating. But let's start with the gay relationships first.
Man on man, woman on woman, (no, not going to tear it all down, let you decide) we've all been told, goes against our Holy father and in such, some groups said God's hates, even many fighting against all those words, but never really explained.

What if the Bible actually told you a truth? You would have to open your heart, your mind and just contemplate what is said next;

God does love us all, we're all a part of Him. No matter what. We are, on a planet, fighting each other, Man's way, using man's law.

What if we could see it God's way? What? We all tear into it, because many don't buy it, deception has set in strongly over many hundreds of years. So we fight against what is really a truth.

Same-sex, either party, it's fantastic, I get it. Like taking a hit of pot, unless you learn the right way, it will always look wrong, fooling you to believe other than that of TRUTH.

People enjoy a glass of wine. They get a relax feeling over them. Enjoy that one beer, nice, relaxed. Thought the right way to pot, nice, no paranoia at all. You realize then and only then, the pain you actually were in.

You feel parts of your body, let go. Just let go. All that pain, pent up, crabby....but why? Past anger mother? Father? Religion to blame, all effecting the you, the self. Look around how many today want to tear at religious fabrics.

Truth be told; in is in the act of the same-sex, crossing the line, which is any insertion is the abomination, what God does not want for you....perhaps a test. God is always testing.

In this Act, it becomes a "SELFISH" ACT. If you want to move on and not see it, believe it or tear in at how old the Book is, and by whom thousands of years ago, that is again, up to you, doesn't matter to me how you believe.

Yes, you feel for another. You know you have attractions, powerful, some knowing just like when a straight man sees a women, vise versa, and you have stirrings.

But the "Selfish" act, producing nothing in the end. Oh you can adopt, and there is nothing in the books that says you can't enjoy a another man on man company as friends, brothers, bro-mance, just do not cross the line. You want God first.

What to do with this challenge? Many can't deal with not ever having another as a test. Seems cruel, but that relationship is only in the now. It is short lived, and many very short lived while still on this planet. Some even alone till the end.

It goes off with straights as well.
Cross the line of fornication, kissing your girlfriend/boyfriend. Insertion is the line, the line where your self respect it in tact, and the girl, you SAY you care about. Even if it is someone you think to jump in and jump out of bed with....why? You create your life's path in that way.

So what do we do?
Well, gays, a chosen test for you. There is so much more, when you understand your true Father. Your Brother, you see what is forever lasting. But this is where you have to look for it, for yourself. It's hard to brake habit.

As said, I'm not here to be better than you, or pull you in, I'm just teaching you, something you forgot about, or can't stand, because you think of mainstream religion, I assure you, this I Am not.

I was one of you. I love teasing: "I was the "WHORE OF BABYLON" to my congregation and everyone chuckles.  I always loved girls, women, and my share, and always loved my brothers, some lines been crossed on me, but I hold not once of bitter. A journey.

I saw my ways with women, as following a path, and never actually knowing their truth. I put kissing first, sex second, sometimes both same night. How is that knowing her, to be able to want her always.

I've kicked the tires, yep them thar r good! Next!!!!

Take the time to hold off, and see the God message of truth, why it is so. Find it for yourselves. Respect your sweet lady, and ladies respect yourselves, in this the happy of families are born. God's Laws/ways.

What do we have out there? The planet. Roaming our streets today? Man's laws/ways. Yes, follow man's laws, but not when it goes against God's laws or ways.

Take the time to know, being gay you are loved, just n ot the act, for it is selfish and producing nothing. Turn the other way on the wrong way down a one way street, and go the right way.

To suffer is your trial to know thy self as humble and meek, a pure soul to enter the most Divine awesome place, some know, coming sooner than most know.

Seek out the real words, don't go on with a "whatever" attitude. Try changing, you'll fall, you'll fail, but knowledge is more than a lifetime of understanding. To know the book, you must live many lives which you only have one.

Even if you think you know the book, best you keep reading. Knowledge is infinity as the Universe is infinity. To not see, you are blind to a truth, only the false has covered your eyes.

I may add to this later, but for now a break.

Just reflect, ask for change, a sincere heart, open mind. This is only up to you. I don't need anything from you, nor from this world, but it would be nice to someday say welcome home!


















Monday, May 2, 2016

Global Spirit Change

As we see, our globe is very unhappy. Sometimes sounding hard time evil. Once in a while, be in great or not in your life, a ray of sunshine, someone is doing "nice" in the world. Yet, most accept this way, just fine, as the norm.

Maybe I can explain a Divine way of living.

You only have to believe it, or not believe it, this will be up to you. Remember my sentence to "YOU"; "IT DOES NOT MATTER TO ME IN HOW YOU BELIEVE, OR NOT BELIEVE". See the period? This is where I stand.

So let me start you with a prime example of maybe opening your mind, or your heart, both you say? Hum.....

Be it you an Atheist or not. Or religion not following such example practice, be it just you the person, and just stand for a moment alone, in your thoughts, as I run the story past you, see yourself in the story, find yourself, YOU, SELF.

PRIME EXAMPLE:

Christmas, Aka: X-mas Holiday leading into, of and back out again, year after year, family, friends, new friends, good times, a happy time to be, kids love it, lights, bobs on the tree, good food, Christ birth, spiritual, and don't for get non-believers, noise, yet the smells in the cool air from fire pits, real wood burning, smell of snow in the air, makes still for what is known as 'SEASON'S GREETINGS" too.

A Joyous time of year. Spiritual too, in all it's wonderment of past and present. Giving in all ways, gifts of heart, pocket book, mind, pocket book....oh yeah, said that huh?

After, some go on, no worries. Next day is a, next day. Life goes on, happy go lucky, all is right in the New Year. Hungover or not....life goes on. While for some, bills come in, credit card debt. Returns, nightmare lines. Rudeness rising, all for what?

What is it you want from that Holiday? To honor Christ? To enjoy family? Make and be with new friends, even older friendships. To combine the joys in one big holiday gift for each and everyone of us, or the nightmare that soon begins.

I would ask you this, be it how you believe. For those whom do not already practice, you may just want to observe more during this next Holiday season, just try it. Don't allow yourself to go against this message. You are given a chance to see. Try it.

For those whom, adamantly have to have Christmas (excuse me, from now on I will use Xmas) what I say you, that for just one time, one year NOT BUY ONE GIFT? WAIT.....hear it out....go ahead, put up your tree. (Must take some little steps at a time.)

Put up lights! Decorate as much as you can afford. Feel it. Transpire in those feelings of euphoria, as the decor comes alive, lights, sounds, and movements. Stirrings, smiles, romantic...awwwweeee!
BUT....NO GIFTS BUYING. NOT A ONE.

Be invited to parties, go through all else. Parties bring the host a gift for having a nice party, be it a bad party or a great party, never empty handed. Treat your fellow person as King/Queen of their event, as you would before any earth bound leader.

No worries, all are temporary.

As you go through the holiday, you keep your eyes open on others. Their emotions, each moment you are out and about. See the crowds, go to the malls, buying nothing, see the distractions, see and feel and hear the noise, the bustle the hustle. Xmas all over, more and more.

As your days draw near the close of shopping, do you feel a change? Do you sense your own guilt? Do you feel or see a smuck, a non-gift-giving-smuck? You just might very well be, you'll be feeling something. People giving you a gift, but nothing from you? Wow....well, do you stand strong on your true morals? Many never make it.

Gift giving abounds, this is the norm. We all take this as the norm. I sure have in my day, in my way. I felt guilt. I felt a shame. I felt me, my being, cheap as a scrooge. Heartless pit. But you stick it out. The Demon wants you to fall and give in. Many do.

Now Holidays have past. Hum, Feb. March, you realize...wow, no bills, no debt or extra debit. You walk higher, brighter. You start to say; "Yeah, no more Christmas's, I'm done". You see everyone, or maybe hear of some people talk of their big experience and now having to work to pay it off, or two jobs to work.

Some you hear having a bigger monthly due, than once calculated before buying useless stuff. Some can't even pay some of the cards, even not paying the electric bills....and then by years end, again, Xmas rolls on in. Again, you, the never ending cycle, all is right in this world. Season's Greetings!

For you that stopped, you smile as you see, or saw the past nightmare unfold before you last year, and felt your comfort of not buying, yet discomfort of not giving, but now, you see, you made it through, you survived, your friends understand.

Now you decide the second year, not tree, nothing inside, maybe pretty lights outside only, and that is okay, they are just lights, pretty ones at that!

The third Holiday year comes, and some of your friends now join your band wagon, getting away from that Holiday too. Like-mindedness and have a nice stress free time together, to do other things as a nice season to enjoy! Another day.

You see now the believers, lying, cheating, pushing, shoving, grabbing the next best thing, materialism, and even now beat downs, and brawls, to stampedes, and killing, robbing, hurting his/her fellow man. Yes, Man.

As that time passes, and it is another year, you start to look into the reasons, where does this HOLIDAY ACTUALLY COME FROM?

You find it's roots in as a Pagan Ritual. You start to see how it has nothing to do with birth of Christ. You start to dig deeper, searching for more info of the truth of God, of this power you never actually looked into. Right? You are so lost as to what God actually, what is the real true story.

You look into Passover and find out real truths. You actually learn what Unleavened bread is, and why, and how to honor, obedient to God, why so important. You start to inquire of your truth.

As you do, something comes over you, and you see, like never before. You see a world you never saw before, because now, you have seeked, and it opens a truth to you. A great understand folds open, right before your eyes. A Divine world of your mind. An evil or mixed up lost world before you in person here on earth.

Wait till you go even deeper.

When you do, you will change.
(Change your tune)
Change/Repent

That's all "repent" means, go the other way, maybe can never see, nor try.

Last:  Give up everything this Xmas, set nothing up. Buy nothing. Create just a handful of friends to enjoy the seasons. Even go on a road trip, hike/camp, nature is great.

Get through your first experience, and feel every moment. Be in it, mind and body. Feel the embarrassment moment in the work office, explain you no longer practice xmas. When the holiday's are over, feel it. See it all in your deep mind. Feel the joy of no debit. Money to burn on YOU.

Pagan ritual is of Satan to only control your mind to get to you in your morals....just look around in your world, the crime, that hate for your fellow man/woman, why? He/she is You, in the mirror of what you like or can't stand is someone else.

Even that rude person you try to help, allow them to see you hold a pure self, take the abuse, it is only verbal, temporary. Let ego go.

Like once very highly loved, the love of smoking. I've been here a while, once in every building, billions smoking, far less today, slowly faded away. You are the change, or you follow along, this is your world to share with me, I'm happy to know the real you.

Start, if you dare, stopping the xmas. Stop the practice is not against the Almighty God, nor disrespect to our Lord and King Jesus Christ.

This is not for me to Bible thump, nor to get all famous for, keep this to yourself, thse that find this, either will follow or "yeah, right" it...whatever dude. As I mention to remember my line;
"IT DOES NOT MATTER TO ME HOW YOU BELIEVE, BELIEVE AS YOU DO".
Thank you,
Blessings

Saturday, May 23, 2015

What If? What if we could see divinity?

Do you see it?
Divinity? Yes? Hum, most would say, koo-koo. Or a nice: "No" or a funny: "Whhhaat? Get out"!
You see through many years, we've pulled away from a message. I'll try to explain.

If you can recall in your life, someone comes along and says they are an Atheist. You feel a; 'Whoa' come over you, or if stoned, a; "oh yeah, really"?  I get and understand that message of the Atheist, totally feel them. Some still do believe in a higher power.

We have a handful of real Christians...some totally awesome. Non-Condemning, nor reforming, let be attitude. They let you make the choice. Rare to find these people, as said, a handful.

Then you have "The today Christian" They have no clue of how, or why or even what they are following. They think they can ask for forgiveness 24/7 and it has nothing to do with or with-not God/Universe/Jesus forgiving.

I Am trying hard to not sound as if I Am a Bible bumper or thumper, or I used to like the term Jesus-freak, I love that one. I always wanted to be. You see, I have always felt the Divine, but I also feel people, emotions, reactions, plans, evil and/or good. So, I know what I Am taking about in this days message.

Look, I have been so confused by Christians, up, down all around views, hypocritical, judgmental to persecuting terms or ways. Yet loving and carrying giving and making of money.

This took me years of pulling away from a slim Catholic going kind of kid, every so often we'd go to church, but it never felt right....oh Jesus was a sexy dude, hanging on that sexy cross, hot at times, ripped, we all taught so, no lie. Who wouldn't want to be ripped like Jesus?

I had so much respect, for the man, but the stories. The bigots this and the bigots that, and killing of the first born, and hating someone, with their choice for having same sex...I totally taught and felt a wrongness in our non tolerant ways.

Whom of you have a right for me to be as I Am?  I Am the brother, the brethren of Jesus Christ, as you ARE. You have no rights over me, but I allow you to be lifted higher than myself, is to be of humbleness, but it took me sometime, to learn to let go, drop back, allow others to feel they won.

You see, I always said I was bi. I know I Am attracted to good looking, beautiful women, petites what I like, like 'em small. Lean, tight and yet same for the men. I went out with both, but masculinity was felt when out with the guys, straight or gay, someone in the straights, had to get close to me. As for the gays, it took months to find out whom was all along in passions for me.

I strolled in and out of straight relations, made me feel, like a man. No questions. Right back into a gay relationship, if we match, freaking hot until my heart is broken. If not the match, it just never felt right, but one thing in both of those, gay felt freeing and right, but something was wrong in it.

That was my explanation. You see, when I started at fourteen to explore out side of religion, I found myself respecting the Pagan ways of the elements, but still wasn't sure if all correct. Later through all my studies, my research, the opening of the real truth, it all came tidal waving over me.

It is true. When you do seek the true Jesus, not the one portrayed on the cross with long hair, but the message, the true message of what Jesus was speaking of, the whole book starts to open up. You start to see questions answered.

Let's take it here; in the acted that I enjoy a male companion, as friend, buddy, combing his hair, holding his hand being best of the best, is okay under God's law, it has been around since before Greeks, Romans, it was always tolerated by most everyone.

In the act of crossing the line, the fornication is what the rule broken, the act is what God does not approve of....think God has collective energy, all our energy, and one acted multiplied by masses, is a negative energy....hold up here.....

I'm not advocating, I love whom I Am, now understood as; A-Sexual. Not bi, nor straight, not even gay, just A-Sexual. I see that I would have my calling to curb dramatically my fornicating ways, would be to repent, which finding the word meaning really helps. Repent means to change. Go the other way....no not straight to gay, or gay to straight....it means understand what Jesus says.

To have a brethren, to lean on to hold, to love in that brother was, is no sin, it is of homosexuality. It never says Homosexuality is wrong. I never felt completely right in a gay relations. That's my truth, nor did I want a woman hanging on my neck 24/7....omg hell no! Sorry ladies...I'll explain.

I adore woman whom care for themselves as if their soul is of grand blessings, keeping fit and vital, sexually totally turning me on....yes, a man that can sleep with another man, likes a hot beautiful well kept women. For the sex of it, and that's all.

Vise verse for the man. Just for the sex of it and all this was about for me, was not gay, not straight, not even bisexual, it was a testing ground for me to understand the A-sexual I was, enjoying sex with both. Fornication the act of....wow.

Then I realized, imagine in order for me to ever be close as I Am now, with my Divine, I would have to give of the act of ever fornicating, unless I got married with and to a woman, that ain't happening, now not even with a man.

So it is in the act of my fornication, that I Am being SELFISH, want and need of my act, even in a relationship with my best friend, cross the line, it becomes: 'OF THE FLESH' Human. Not of the DIVINITY.

Oh gays will love me, but same goes for men in adultery acts of sex before marriage. We didn't listen to the messenger telling the real message. We were fooled by the fake, the ole switch a roo game.

Christianity today pulls you farther and farther away from the message of the true messages. Look here;
the old saying;  "The bible is to controlling the masses". Ever hear that? Sounds pretty negative, coming from many people, a harshness in their voice. Discouraged. Or Deceived only by the Christian of today.

What if I told you something positive now? Like perhaps it is true. The bible does control the masses. It was always meant to be vague and it was meant to control the masses, huge scale, if you could see the true message of Jesus, which the churches today have failed you. They have pulled so far away.

I'm jumping here.....Gay marriage should NOT be allowed, not out of hate. Then you are not getting the true message. The church says the words of the bible or meanings have now been changed, they have never been changed. Now why no gay marriage? I'm A-sexual....but here is why.

Tolerated those that are gay, enjoy them. Rejoice in them. For they are gay. They can choose their Divinity, not by your way of force. Be of your own morals. Civil union is perfect, they should have all their best friends stuff, should he or she die. Don't deny them of that dignity. Nor deny yourself as a good person, loving in all way, in a true message.

They fornicate, they do it under their moral code to themselves. Not our persecution, forcing our or my belief on you, not even this message if you do not get it, can be forced on you. Only when you see between what the message is in that book, it comes to light, and the truth of Jesus comes to light, and you have your answers.

You like all else and in I, we all have a right to govern or dictate our own lives, and that is how the church needs to teach our youth today.

You can be gay, you can have gay marriage, man can control his own way...hum.....well...while here on earth.

Now think again of the saying; The bible controls the masses, and see it in it's beauty. See that power one has in and around and over your own life, when you actually find out about small truths that become bigger truths the churches have bent away from original message of Jesus Christ. Every religion.

What if ALL of US, just stopped, and remember to stop, buying, selling, trading, from Friday sundown time (winter/summer differ) to Sat. sundown. What if we closed ever store, every gas station, every food chain every job, every want, need of the self.

What would our world look like?  The true Sabbath Friday Sundown to Sat. Sundown, you research the Gospel, the bible, with a study bible, find where and how religions were born, find the true message.

Imagine the world that stops on the Sabbath. No shoes buying ladies. No paid football games and beer on Sat.. Ouch. No driving, no gas, no shopping, only one with nature to honor one of Gods laws, Sabbath, a sign for the Jews, and a test for all of mankind. One surely broken, the 4th commandment.

Go to church all you want. Go to war, try not to kill. Like the broken window you caused fighting in the streets, or those whom think looting is not stealing, and see that's the world we have created. The darkness of the deceived. You know whom love the masses deceived right?

You read this here, but you look around and tell me the first seal is not broken open. Masses are deceived. 2 thru 6 seals move fast thereafter, here comes 2nd seal broken, the bigger and bigger world fights, WAR!

What if you only followed all the ten commandments.  You did stop and sit in nature, no buying food, buy it all before Sabbath starts, and enjoy the one day God gave to man, to call; Lord of the Day. Could you see how this dark work could change?

By saying the bible controls the masses in a golden light of love. To tolerate anyone different, to not bully a kid in school, but to help what may be a misfit. To go out of your way for your services, even on your bad day or down day, let others lift you by seeing the beauty of life.

Gays make us laugh, they are beautiful. Straights keep our world going, both are not going anywhere, nor the color of ones skin. Only hate should never rule, why so many nukes or mistrust of my brothers and sisters, because you did not see the truth.

Divinity is right in front of you, in front of all of us. Ego's must drop. Tolerance and fairness for all, and ever legal matter too, shall reign. No persecution of someones disbelief, for they do not know. They'll find it, or given a chance, but change only yourself and see the truth. When you have it, keep it.

No idolization either of statues. No more the cross, as one friend said to me, would one wear a gelatin around their neck had Jesus been beheaded instead of. Why the murderous cross? That helped cause his murder? You kiss the cross, or feet of Jesus, you idol not.

Nor Mary or Mother of Guadalupe.  You pray alone, one on one in your way to your God. Between God and you, not announced as a dinner table, giving grace or praying together in hopes you group together will be better heard.

No you walk and pray alone to your God.  Seek the truth of Jesus real message and watch that Bible pop open and hit you like blades on a fan. It will lead you when you seek. It will reward you following the ten laws of God.

Jesus is God.

Divinity awaits when you change. The bible changes, when you get the real answers. It's called the real truth. The message, real message of Jesus Christ.

I'll end here, but I'll tell ya, whom do you think can't wait for Gay marriage to be a law? Watch when the Catholic churches bend and allow a gay marriage in the church to be performed. That will be a sign. You have no right to stop or fight it. Only in you, as in I, myself, will now become, in a short time, fully A-Sexual, no sex with anyone, because I always liked it with both sides, but it is all of the flesh and I need to be next to my Divine enternity, more than next to you only in human.

Divinity is mine. You are my friend. My brethren. Care to comb my hair?

Okay, let me add one other thing, it just happened today, a few moments ago, 05/22/15 2:27pm PST give or take...back up, you see, we have a handle lock as one of our front door locks of two. After my bike ride, my spiritual ride, I came home, my key did not work in my door handle lock. Puzzled.

I looked around, thought, okay, I'm at the right house, this is my front door. Not like there is a look alike neighborhood, or is there? Did I enter a 4D moment, of the future? Did I walk up to once what was my house, but I Am really dead and not know it? Okay what a trip.

So I jumped my fence, back door key worked and realized the front door lock handle, key gears inside must have broke. Gears or whatever didn't feel right, nothing turned. Well, today is the Sabbath, I will wait till tonight or Sunday to Buy.

Roomie comes home, his key as well does not work. I told him about my trip, and he laughed, but after, demanding I go right away and challenged my Sabbath day.  He does not know I observe the 4th commandment He ranted a moment, saying he'll give me the money, I said no. I stood my ground.

He backed down, but not with anger did I apply. No, only with the knowledge, by holding fast to my word, the Sabbath shall be honored. I knew by being aggressive, and not angry, my terms will be met, as in my knowing, Jesus stood with me as I made my demand clear and firm.

I will be buying a new lock when the Sabbath ends at 7:53pm PST What a whole we all could live in, and yet I still have not announced my observation of and for the Sabbath as that reason for not going now to BUY a lock....making others work, keeping a store open, nor in my gates.
Blessings







Monday, May 18, 2015

All In The Soup, mannnnnnn!

 Message...what, like 10? Just remember, written in first person, corrections come way, okay.....way later....and even then not perfect, just hear the message as I always say, I suck in writing, but I gotta write it....

It is easy to see, my past is so near, in visions of yesterday pop each awake today.  During such times I see myself, now viewing why I was like that?  Remembering in which I stop now, and ponder.  Drawn to feeling as a free child, free to come and go, the world was mine, always will be, even when change comes.

I watch how others treat one another, stepping back from their view, I can feel whether fake or true. Diva in you. I also know that feeling, of all eyes on you moments. Those are awesome....all of the flesh. You don't need it.

You buy into the fact you need it. Abundance does not make you, earth makes you.  Just stop and think.  Why do you need 100 pairs of shoes? Why am I just enjoying so much wealth? Why me...yeah I deserve it? Do you? Stop and pause.

What does one person need with 62 billion, and this is for those with billions. Believe as you may, you have at least got to enjoy it while down here....that's all I'm saying, you figure it out in your hearts, why given that gift in your life, so many do not.

I had some here and there. Money was nice, never thought about it. I always was bless to make some, yet as I grew older wiser, I had really no needs for it. What if I need nothing?

Never shopped randomly for shoes....ooohhh ouch! Own only three pair till worn out.

You decide what you really should do. For me, it's lend a helping hand. I get a kick outta of it. I love making a sweet lady smile. Help with a wheelchair, lift it in her trunk.....I can go on with examples, but that pats me on the back...."Announcing" this one, only for example.

You find one thing to do each day. Drive slower, let everyone in front of you, but not make behind you cars, mad at you. Be kind.

We start with the smallest of things, we push away the end times that now lay before our feet. The cliff before the fall, grab on to truth, do not allow yourself into falseness. Try sweet things for another, but not creepy and insane.

Smile more. Nod, take a chance....just nod, they don't doesn't matter....see it?  YOU DID! You nodded, you listened to your soul.

Offer free your services, as many times, be blessed with no starvation, only larger hopes fulfill, give, keep giving to the brink of your own debt growth, the finally blessings will only be on you.

I give of my heart, my smile and eyes two. Each person the comes before me, or I go to, we stand and I do not allow his or her eyes to pass me blind. They will see me and fell my energy for you are me, and I Am you.

In each moment, cashier, bus-person, buss driver, big wig Hollywood Star....who cares, you don't need all that stuff and forget your soul, but I smile and I serve, and I ask for nothing. If everyone asked for nothing, even more would come.

You want to pay me, I say to you, "no money offered, can fill my joy in what to do." "Then a cup of my homemade soup will have to do you". the couple replied. Blessed in what I felt in saying; "You cup is of your heart, I cannot deny such love".

It was all for, just all in the soup, mannnnnnn!

Sunday, March 1, 2015

All in Good Time - Exposure a must.

I've been off for sometime.....but I Am back....
 
All in good time. So far much evil has been purdged from my energy and nothing stopped things from happening.....long story. The past years 2006-2012, 2012-2015, now, 2015-2017 and last 2017-2025 a spiritual journey has been enjoyable and will be abundantly enjoyable future speaking, and more. So far eye opening for me, to say the least.
 
So much I've learned of myself, through Shaman's eyes; from my attachness to an object of certain energy, with the Auroras of the North. I Am of Northern "Good" cool Powers. Minty fresh in other words....as where the South is hot, and dry, cracked and Negative energies. I sense this much.
Mathmatically not of here:   12>6<"2" = 1 Whole.
I've learned a lot of my soul, of my sensing. Also through some Astrological ways, and matching both Shaman's words,  Shaman Matching Astrology by way of the planet placement, I see. It's all good.
I cannot say so much as it ends up becoming an example of announcing, in which that can destroy the truth of what was meant through selfless actions. Kind of why I want to do the good works my way, earthy ways, human way, but my way, with guidence of the above....I hope to get that chance.
 
Many things are changing. One thing I saw coming, long time ago, as was with signs, I remember telling folks of the 7 sqares, Uranus and Pluto square. Many things with this kind of squares can happen, so I have learned, and now see clearly, changes.
 
Uranus square Pluto June 24 2012 – 8 degrees
Uranus square Pluto September 19 2012 – 6 degrees
Uranus square Pluto May 21 2013 – 11 degrees
Uranus square Pluto November 1 2013 – 9 degrees
Uranus square Pluto April 21 2014 – 13 degrees
Uranus square Pluto December 15 2014 – 12 degrees
 
One was a whole new world after 2025, unlike our world today. A peace will hang over. The start of the full on maddness or gladness in changes, strongly felt by 2017-2025.
 
USA will feel and experience an ice age, granted it may be a mini one, but by no means are the many ready for even a mini one gripping us in icy cold. Safest places are tips of Florida southern point, Texas Southern point, San Diego area closer to shore....and Long Beach on shore the city and around the area.

Here we see the ice age today on the eastern coast, not to mention, now it will become worse over time, say in the next, next and next coming years.
 
Great stresses will be on all people, with those whom do not know of this change...it is coming. I Am told to be prepared spiritually, for the good of the many. Shaman has felt my own powers, I have not told folks everything of me. I would just sound as if; claiming to be another one of those.....we'll leave it there.
Again, to bring up a past...the time, many year ago, in my minor years.  I left home, was not against my mother, but I was too young minded to explain this sensing to anyone. It was my destiny to leave, to experience. My unaware consciousness, or unawaken consciousness, yet no where near in understanding, still had power in the knowing, I Am safe. My duty not filled.
I have been awarded the privilege in the knowing at certain times, and knowing how to get out of evil, with the guidence of the above. It took me years to be aware of my "self" what I called my Divine connection. I ask you to belief only in which you choose. Believe in your truth, as I offer mine.
 
You notice that I only left up 6 of the seven sqaures. (Oh com'on, go back and look, count them..eh eh) Yeah, I believe I saw my seven square prediction....yet before I expose it, some other things came to past, and others are coming to past soon enough.
 
The great chill is among us now, and it will go away. 2012 to now, was finding my own spiritual paths to the inner and deepest of all paths, my truth. Trasistions we'll all go through, but I watched as mine came and went, my life slowly within, changed for the best, the independence of whom I AM.
 
I was also notified that a person shall enter my life and changes will happen, it did rightly so. Mentor, leader, highest of forms of energy, from our world has been transforming me, my inner me, into a peaceful world I see in 2025.
 
I feel, I sense, and truth comes from both. A great change is at hand, but I see an evil darkness, that we all must united as one, just to barely get through, and the light will change. 2015 - 2017 a challenage will be born.
 
I predicted, only to myself, yet now I expose, on this date: March 1st, 2015, that the date of March 16th, 2015 is the last of seven Uranus-Pluto sqaures, and it is powerful.  The most disruptive of our time.
 
March 1st, 2015, I see the disturb N. K. war machine coming true, date set, March 16th, 2015, if not before or around before said date, or shortly after, but I sense a great change is about to happen.
 
2017- 2025 our world wil hugely change, some for the bad, but leads to the end, which is of good, and peace, for a long, long time. A harmony. It's beautiful!
 
I stand as a reminder, to help those that know not of what's coming, that I will help in the glory of knowing, in which I Am here as messenger, only to help the many understand in the human form, or after, in the thereafter spiritual form.
 
Find your consciousness, awaken the awareness of within. Get out of mindless thinking, come into your own knowing and feel that power, such energy, the beams of white light racing through not the body, but from ones soul. Knowing in truth the goodness in which you are, and are from of, which is the Divine.
 
Do not worship falseness, material, next best things, nor worship me, in my words, do not give but yourself the kindness, and share that which is you.  Allow only the goodness to fight through the sludge in your soul.
 
When the days come shorter, and the vast space hits our surface, be prepared in the glory of all that you are, my brothers, my sisters, my oneness, which is in you.
 
Let's wait and see what may errupt in the coming days. Staying calm through the proceess, to the other side, open to all love. All Harmony. All Peace.
Blessings.
 
 
 
 
 

Sunday, October 26, 2014

CHURCH AND "OLD HALLOWS EVE"

I sat down today to eat my breakfast, and turned on my TV, I always like eating and watching. When I Am done, I turn it off and go about my day, except today was different.

You see, long ago, when I was a little boy, I had this voice that used to tell me to maybe think of being a priest. Also, perhaps a Monk, if I never really cut it as a regular 9 to 5 job person.

As I dove into my religious beliefs, held fast on things, I thought I had my thinking perfect. Jesus was a great leader, a great man, but for some reason I never saw him the way the church did, as "savor" I felt he was me.

When my dad was never really around, like a typical dad, you know, baseball games, even teaching me sports, I at age 14 made a shrine in my closet to God himself, announce to the heavens; "I now claim you, God, my dad, not my father, but my dad.

Now yes, at age 13 or 14, I used to now and then go to Catholic church, then somehow got into Christian churches, and then only thing I had in my head was; girls and how did I go from 45 minute mass, to a two and half hour freaking long church session......OMG, YAWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This wasn't how I spoke to God all my youth. I spoke to God as if he were right before me, tucking me into my bed, and Jesus was my older wiser true brother, so were my real life two brothers.

I also realized, Jesus spoke to God in this way, not in the way of church prayers, a prayer to me was sacred, between God and me, my dad and myself. I could talk to him walking, driving, washing my car, planting flowers, doing my laundry.

I started to wake up to my roots, my past family ties. I started to wake up to my astrology self, the Feb. Pisces. There is a difference between Feb. and March Pisces.

Feb. Pisces are more Angelic and around March 5th and 6th, Pisces becomes more....hum, let's say, self-gratifying. Meaning it's what they can get from you, for themselves and so on. Not all do, majority do, in my life time.

It is really the first week; 18th through Feb. 28 Pisces are Angelic, more like chosen for life paths, and to be there for others, but also to learn in human form to learn the lessons here on earth, to take back and use in the spiritual world.

It all sounds far fetched and no way of proving what I feel, but my friends following my life, they know. I Am not here asking money, or defending, or need anything from you, that in itself is up to you to believe.

Now, as I turned, 35 yrs of age, and I got through my almost near death experience, like so many, ones life does change. My spiritual self started to become more aware. More aware of what was really truth and what was really false.

In time, I found out through searches, thank the God's above for the internet, that's when my life really changes. When I ask one simple question and that question was; "How did Christianity come to be? How did it rise? WOW!

Search that question yourself, but I warn you, first be open to reading it, and be willing to drop all your old beliefs. I TELL YOU NOW IN THE POWER IN ME, you have nothing to fear, to question. God wants you too. You are her after all.

So, let's get back to my roots, basically I have Pagan roots. People will say; "Your a Pagan? Is that like, with Satan?" I just shake my head, I look up at the skies and say; "Why God, oh God, WHY??????" Then I laugh or chuckle towards them, put my hand on their shoulder and say the ole famous line Jesus gave;  "Forgive them father, for they no not what they do."

You see before Christianity ever was;  Pagan's ruled the lands, true spirituality. Also the Native American's, also Pagan God's. Today some believe that those many God's in the Pagan belief system were that of their guides; Alien's helping them to cope in America. I believe America is the last, because it is a special place for the connections of Alien's.

Now that is my belief, does not have to be yours, but I highly suggest, you look into Christianity how it came about, hint, a priest whispers in the ear of the King's ear, he had hear from God above. Put the "Px" Christian mark, on every shield, he will win the war. He did so and won and so it was of the land. It goes deeper that these words. Look into it.

Then I highly suggest everyone look into the Pagan belief. No God won't punish you, there are no rules, no requirements, only man-made ones, not God-made ones....and in that is another story or blog.

When you find out about Witches, Wicca, Pagan's, *Correllian (*another level of Wicca) you will start to realize the old saying which very well may be true;  "The Bible is there as a guide, to control the masses." You have to really try to let everything you thought you knew was right, but wasn't so right.....go.

I used to say to close friends, Christianity is the way the DEVIL, controls the masses. Then I would say think about it awhile, a day, a month, year, 5 years, it'll click. What is truth in front of your eyes is actually the trick. Do you know the Anti-Christ? No. Could you know? No, because you are all in it already.

First off, the church way back when, had only a God. God is great, God is good. Yet many bad things kept happening, in short.....the church realized huh-oh, better make something up. And there was actually an evil force now too.

Then the designed a pretty picture of you burning in the hell fires of hell, and the color picture of a half man, half goat, put a pointy tail, oh, oh and a pitch folk, give him scary horns, later make them curly horns even meaner looking and sunburn....okay make him red. Sunburn just sounded funny.

And now, anytime and every time things go bad, or no rain for the crops, you know why, or you did something sinful, things go bad eeeeewwww, or witch, witch, witch.....tear down that natural strong forces called; "The Pagan's". Scare the hell out of people so their good people. Following along with the bible.

What a great way the Devil, however is only made up, creates such a fear, and the use of that bible, people foolishly flock to it in hoards, not realizing how controlled they actually are by evil forces.

They think they are in good, but they are following wrong messages. Now not the whole bible is false, there are some things in it that did actually happen, but you have to read all those chapters and Profits that were NOT PUT IN the bible to really understand....him, only the elite of the times put what they want, they came from money, the root of all evil.

Do you start to see how you can never see the Anti-Christ? You would never or will never go against what you've already been ingrained into believing.  You are in fear, right where you are trapped and to receiving the implant.

Now, to back up my teachings a bit, I never want to do harm to any religion, or persons teachings, but I want to find away from my heart in showing the world, a new way God/Energy/Universe is telling me how to express this towards all. That Energy is not telling me out of wants, or needs, just guiding me, that is all. No right, no wrongs.

Just as you have the right to believe or not, let me say one thing to about witches, or the Pagan belief which I skipped away from. You see in Pagan belief and Witches, there is what is called; "THE FIRST RULE OF THUMB." It trumps all other rules, you break it, you've become nothing, or evil within your "self" or "soul" and all other rules of the Pagan faith or Witches go out the door or window.

This rule is:  "DO NO HARM TO ANOTHER"

The church does not tell you that about the Pagan faith, or that Pagan's were of the earth and the elements. Many Pagan's were of the organics, naturals, the Alchemy: Bing Definition;  "predecessor of chemistry: an early, unscientific form of chemistry that sought to change base metals into gold and discover a life-prolonging elixir, a universal cure for disease, and a universal solvent alkahest"

So to come full circle, I turned the TV on as I always do, sat down to eat. Lot of TV Evangelist shows are on. I love a good laugh, but this time one set me off. I won't say whom, for that would do harm, and I won't inflict any such thing.

He stated that there was this growing connection now, more today than ever before with Halloween and Satan. It lowers the levels of the demons and allows the celebration of evil or Halloween.

He went on to say as much as, today more and more it grows with commercializing Halloween, and the TV shows, and films and raising of dead people back to life. I guess he meant the the Zombie show....lol. I guess his way of taking away your imagination and calling it evil and to instil the fear in those heavy believers. Sad.

My point exactly, he connected Halloween with Satan.

If you will study, it is a Pagan holiday called; Old Hallows Eve. You will find in the Christian churches, or let's say religion, they crushed the Pagan belief's, the faith of all that was natural, and planted the adaption of their religion to grow to control the masses. Sounds evil, no?

Old Hallows Eve, All Saints Eve; is to honor those whom have died before us, to remember them down here, as they have moved on. Most of us now know someone whom has past, and that is a wonderful experience we know nothing about, but they sure do and did, because they already past.


Here is Wikipedia's nice explanation, I pulled it to make my point. Read it and after reading it, tell me you don't vision a wonderful world that could be like that, of good foods and such. Also, notice Christian rules built in, yet still adopting the Pagan faith.

Oh another point, Presbyterian churches, not all, look at their cross, outside of the building, most are thin metal crosses with a ring around the center, that is a Pagan symbol adopted by Christian faith. The Fish Symbols....same....I can keep going, but here is Wikipedia's story....read below.....or if you like, here is the link to said story: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Halloween  Please remember my point of the Preacher teaching Halloween is also Satan growing, and those whom live is fear will actually believe it.

Old Hallows Eve......
31 October, the eve of the Western Christian feast of All Hallows' Day. It initiates the triduum of Allhallowtide,[10] the time in the liturgical year dedicated to remembering the dead, including saints (hallows), martyrs, and all the faithful departed believers.[11] Within Allhallowtide, the traditional focus of All Hallows' Eve revolves around the theme of using "humor and ridicule to confront the power of death."[12]
According to many scholars, All Hallows' Eve is a Christianized feast initially influenced by Celtic harvest festivals,[13][14] with possible pagan roots, particularly the Gaelic Samhain.[8][15][16] Other scholars maintain that it originated independently of Samhain and has solely Christian roots.[17][18]
Typical festive Halloween activities include trick-or-treating (or the related "guising"), attending costume parties, decorating, carving pumpkins into jack-o'-lanterns, lighting bonfires, apple bobbing, visiting haunted house attractions, playing pranks, telling scary stories, and watching horror films. In many parts of the world, the Christian religious observances of All Hallows' Eve, including attending church services and lighting candles on the graves of the dead, remain popular,[19][20][21] although in other locations, these solemn customs are less pronounced in favor of a more commercialized and secularized celebration.[22][23][24] Because many Western Christian denominations encourage, although no longer require, abstinence from meat on All Hallows' Eve,[25][26] the tradition of eating certain vegetarian foods for this vigil day developed, including the consumption of apples, colcannon, cider, potato pancakes, and soul cakes.

My God, which is to be called; Energy, my Energy is guiding me to a brighter new world, Eco-friendly planet, with my true-self in tow. It is in my belief, I must start a new chapter in teachings of the truth and get people to rethinking of their spiritual true self and no longer buy into the old ways of teaching with fear.

I Am and always will be a messenger of my Energy and in that Energy, it will guide me in each of these moments, blogging moments, and it is not in the bad syntax, but with in those lines, you must pull from the story, you must see or get the message.

I type what comes in, and have no time to make corrections, I can go back afterwards, but I almost like keeping from Energy to my soul to my fingers and on to this blog, the real messages come out to me and to you.

Always remember when shopping, when doing anything:
1. Do NO harm to another
2. You need nothing outside of your "self" to be happy
3. Your inner world is the only world to care for all else will follow
4. Question all things out of the love, not out of fear
5. Always come from Love
Blessings