What If? What if we could see divinity?

Do you see it?
Divinity? Yes? Hum, most would say, koo-koo. Or a nice: "No" or a funny: "Whhhaat? Get out"!
You see through many years, we've pulled away from a message. I'll try to explain.

If you can recall in your life, someone comes along and says they are an Atheist. You feel a; 'Whoa' come over you, or if stoned, a; "oh yeah, really"?  I get and understand that message of the Atheist, totally feel them. Some still do believe in a higher power.

We have a handful of real Christians...some totally awesome. Non-Condemning, nor reforming, let be attitude. They let you make the choice. Rare to find these people, as said, a handful.

Then you have "The today Christian" They have no clue of how, or why or even what they are following. They think they can ask for forgiveness 24/7 and it has nothing to do with or with-not God/Universe/Jesus forgiving.

I Am trying hard to not sound as if I Am a Bible bumper or thumper, or I used to like the term Jesus-freak, I love that one. I always wanted to be. You see, I have always felt the Divine, but I also feel people, emotions, reactions, plans, evil and/or good. So, I know what I Am taking about in this days message.

Look, I have been so confused by Christians, up, down all around views, hypocritical, judgmental to persecuting terms or ways. Yet loving and carrying giving and making of money.

This took me years of pulling away from a slim Catholic going kind of kid, every so often we'd go to church, but it never felt right....oh Jesus was a sexy dude, hanging on that sexy cross, hot at times, ripped, we all taught so, no lie. Who wouldn't want to be ripped like Jesus?

I had so much respect, for the man, but the stories. The bigots this and the bigots that, and killing of the first born, and hating someone, with their choice for having same sex...I totally taught and felt a wrongness in our non tolerant ways.

Whom of you have a right for me to be as I Am?  I Am the brother, the brethren of Jesus Christ, as you ARE. You have no rights over me, but I allow you to be lifted higher than myself, is to be of humbleness, but it took me sometime, to learn to let go, drop back, allow others to feel they won.

You see, I always said I was bi. I know I Am attracted to good looking, beautiful women, petites what I like, like 'em small. Lean, tight and yet same for the men. I went out with both, but masculinity was felt when out with the guys, straight or gay, someone in the straights, had to get close to me. As for the gays, it took months to find out whom was all along in passions for me.

I strolled in and out of straight relations, made me feel, like a man. No questions. Right back into a gay relationship, if we match, freaking hot until my heart is broken. If not the match, it just never felt right, but one thing in both of those, gay felt freeing and right, but something was wrong in it.

That was my explanation. You see, when I started at fourteen to explore out side of religion, I found myself respecting the Pagan ways of the elements, but still wasn't sure if all correct. Later through all my studies, my research, the opening of the real truth, it all came tidal waving over me.

It is true. When you do seek the true Jesus, not the one portrayed on the cross with long hair, but the message, the true message of what Jesus was speaking of, the whole book starts to open up. You start to see questions answered.

Let's take it here; in the acted that I enjoy a male companion, as friend, buddy, combing his hair, holding his hand being best of the best, is okay under God's law, it has been around since before Greeks, Romans, it was always tolerated by most everyone.

In the act of crossing the line, the fornication is what the rule broken, the act is what God does not approve of....think God has collective energy, all our energy, and one acted multiplied by masses, is a negative energy....hold up here.....

I'm not advocating, I love whom I Am, now understood as; A-Sexual. Not bi, nor straight, not even gay, just A-Sexual. I see that I would have my calling to curb dramatically my fornicating ways, would be to repent, which finding the word meaning really helps. Repent means to change. Go the other way....no not straight to gay, or gay to straight....it means understand what Jesus says.

To have a brethren, to lean on to hold, to love in that brother was, is no sin, it is of homosexuality. It never says Homosexuality is wrong. I never felt completely right in a gay relations. That's my truth, nor did I want a woman hanging on my neck 24/7....omg hell no! Sorry ladies...I'll explain.

I adore woman whom care for themselves as if their soul is of grand blessings, keeping fit and vital, sexually totally turning me on....yes, a man that can sleep with another man, likes a hot beautiful well kept women. For the sex of it, and that's all.

Vise verse for the man. Just for the sex of it and all this was about for me, was not gay, not straight, not even bisexual, it was a testing ground for me to understand the A-sexual I was, enjoying sex with both. Fornication the act of....wow.

Then I realized, imagine in order for me to ever be close as I Am now, with my Divine, I would have to give of the act of ever fornicating, unless I got married with and to a woman, that ain't happening, now not even with a man.

So it is in the act of my fornication, that I Am being SELFISH, want and need of my act, even in a relationship with my best friend, cross the line, it becomes: 'OF THE FLESH' Human. Not of the DIVINITY.

Oh gays will love me, but same goes for men in adultery acts of sex before marriage. We didn't listen to the messenger telling the real message. We were fooled by the fake, the ole switch a roo game.

Christianity today pulls you farther and farther away from the message of the true messages. Look here;
the old saying;  "The bible is to controlling the masses". Ever hear that? Sounds pretty negative, coming from many people, a harshness in their voice. Discouraged. Or Deceived only by the Christian of today.

What if I told you something positive now? Like perhaps it is true. The bible does control the masses. It was always meant to be vague and it was meant to control the masses, huge scale, if you could see the true message of Jesus, which the churches today have failed you. They have pulled so far away.

I'm jumping here.....Gay marriage should NOT be allowed, not out of hate. Then you are not getting the true message. The church says the words of the bible or meanings have now been changed, they have never been changed. Now why no gay marriage? I'm A-sexual....but here is why.

Tolerated those that are gay, enjoy them. Rejoice in them. For they are gay. They can choose their Divinity, not by your way of force. Be of your own morals. Civil union is perfect, they should have all their best friends stuff, should he or she die. Don't deny them of that dignity. Nor deny yourself as a good person, loving in all way, in a true message.

They fornicate, they do it under their moral code to themselves. Not our persecution, forcing our or my belief on you, not even this message if you do not get it, can be forced on you. Only when you see between what the message is in that book, it comes to light, and the truth of Jesus comes to light, and you have your answers.

You like all else and in I, we all have a right to govern or dictate our own lives, and that is how the church needs to teach our youth today.

You can be gay, you can have gay marriage, man can control his own way...hum.....well...while here on earth.

Now think again of the saying; The bible controls the masses, and see it in it's beauty. See that power one has in and around and over your own life, when you actually find out about small truths that become bigger truths the churches have bent away from original message of Jesus Christ. Every religion.

What if ALL of US, just stopped, and remember to stop, buying, selling, trading, from Friday sundown time (winter/summer differ) to Sat. sundown. What if we closed ever store, every gas station, every food chain every job, every want, need of the self.

What would our world look like?  The true Sabbath Friday Sundown to Sat. Sundown, you research the Gospel, the bible, with a study bible, find where and how religions were born, find the true message.

Imagine the world that stops on the Sabbath. No shoes buying ladies. No paid football games and beer on Sat.. Ouch. No driving, no gas, no shopping, only one with nature to honor one of Gods laws, Sabbath, a sign for the Jews, and a test for all of mankind. One surely broken, the 4th commandment.

Go to church all you want. Go to war, try not to kill. Like the broken window you caused fighting in the streets, or those whom think looting is not stealing, and see that's the world we have created. The darkness of the deceived. You know whom love the masses deceived right?

You read this here, but you look around and tell me the first seal is not broken open. Masses are deceived. 2 thru 6 seals move fast thereafter, here comes 2nd seal broken, the bigger and bigger world fights, WAR!

What if you only followed all the ten commandments.  You did stop and sit in nature, no buying food, buy it all before Sabbath starts, and enjoy the one day God gave to man, to call; Lord of the Day. Could you see how this dark work could change?

By saying the bible controls the masses in a golden light of love. To tolerate anyone different, to not bully a kid in school, but to help what may be a misfit. To go out of your way for your services, even on your bad day or down day, let others lift you by seeing the beauty of life.

Gays make us laugh, they are beautiful. Straights keep our world going, both are not going anywhere, nor the color of ones skin. Only hate should never rule, why so many nukes or mistrust of my brothers and sisters, because you did not see the truth.

Divinity is right in front of you, in front of all of us. Ego's must drop. Tolerance and fairness for all, and ever legal matter too, shall reign. No persecution of someones disbelief, for they do not know. They'll find it, or given a chance, but change only yourself and see the truth. When you have it, keep it.

No idolization either of statues. No more the cross, as one friend said to me, would one wear a gelatin around their neck had Jesus been beheaded instead of. Why the murderous cross? That helped cause his murder? You kiss the cross, or feet of Jesus, you idol not.

Nor Mary or Mother of Guadalupe.  You pray alone, one on one in your way to your God. Between God and you, not announced as a dinner table, giving grace or praying together in hopes you group together will be better heard.

No you walk and pray alone to your God.  Seek the truth of Jesus real message and watch that Bible pop open and hit you like blades on a fan. It will lead you when you seek. It will reward you following the ten laws of God.

Jesus is God.

Divinity awaits when you change. The bible changes, when you get the real answers. It's called the real truth. The message, real message of Jesus Christ.

I'll end here, but I'll tell ya, whom do you think can't wait for Gay marriage to be a law? Watch when the Catholic churches bend and allow a gay marriage in the church to be performed. That will be a sign. You have no right to stop or fight it. Only in you, as in I, myself, will now become, in a short time, fully A-Sexual, no sex with anyone, because I always liked it with both sides, but it is all of the flesh and I need to be next to my Divine enternity, more than next to you only in human.

Divinity is mine. You are my friend. My brethren. Care to comb my hair?

Okay, let me add one other thing, it just happened today, a few moments ago, 05/22/15 2:27pm PST give or take...back up, you see, we have a handle lock as one of our front door locks of two. After my bike ride, my spiritual ride, I came home, my key did not work in my door handle lock. Puzzled.

I looked around, thought, okay, I'm at the right house, this is my front door. Not like there is a look alike neighborhood, or is there? Did I enter a 4D moment, of the future? Did I walk up to once what was my house, but I Am really dead and not know it? Okay what a trip.

So I jumped my fence, back door key worked and realized the front door lock handle, key gears inside must have broke. Gears or whatever didn't feel right, nothing turned. Well, today is the Sabbath, I will wait till tonight or Sunday to Buy.

Roomie comes home, his key as well does not work. I told him about my trip, and he laughed, but after, demanding I go right away and challenged my Sabbath day.  He does not know I observe the 4th commandment He ranted a moment, saying he'll give me the money, I said no. I stood my ground.

He backed down, but not with anger did I apply. No, only with the knowledge, by holding fast to my word, the Sabbath shall be honored. I knew by being aggressive, and not angry, my terms will be met, as in my knowing, Jesus stood with me as I made my demand clear and firm.

I will be buying a new lock when the Sabbath ends at 7:53pm PST What a whole we all could live in, and yet I still have not announced my observation of and for the Sabbath as that reason for not going now to BUY a lock....making others work, keeping a store open, nor in my gates.
Blessings

All In The Soup, mannnnnnn!

 Message...what, like 10? Just remember, written in first person, corrections come way, okay.....way later....and even then not perfect, just hear the message as I always say, I suck in writing, but I gotta write it....

It is easy to see, my past is so near, in visions of yesterday pop each awake today.  During such times I see myself, now viewing why I was like that?  Remembering in which I stop now, and ponder.  Drawn to feeling as a free child, free to come and go, the world was mine, always will be, even when change comes.

I watch how others treat one another, stepping back from their view, I can feel whether fake or true. Diva in you. I also know that feeling, of all eyes on you moments. Those are awesome....all of the flesh. You don't need it.

You buy into the fact you need it. Abundance does not make you, earth makes you.  Just stop and think.  Why do you need 100 pairs of shoes? Why am I just enjoying so much wealth? Why me...yeah I deserve it? Do you? Stop and pause.

What does one person need with 62 billion, and this is for those with billions. Believe as you may, you have at least got to enjoy it while down here....that's all I'm saying, you figure it out in your hearts, why given that gift in your life, so many do not.

I had some here and there. Money was nice, never thought about it. I always was bless to make some, yet as I grew older wiser, I had really no needs for it. What if I need nothing?

Never shopped randomly for shoes....ooohhh ouch! Own only three pair till worn out.

You decide what you really should do. For me, it's lend a helping hand. I get a kick outta of it. I love making a sweet lady smile. Help with a wheelchair, lift it in her trunk.....I can go on with examples, but that pats me on the back...."Announcing" this one, only for example.

You find one thing to do each day. Drive slower, let everyone in front of you, but not make behind you cars, mad at you. Be kind.

We start with the smallest of things, we push away the end times that now lay before our feet. The cliff before the fall, grab on to truth, do not allow yourself into falseness. Try sweet things for another, but not creepy and insane.

Smile more. Nod, take a chance....just nod, they don't doesn't matter....see it?  YOU DID! You nodded, you listened to your soul.

Offer free your services, as many times, be blessed with no starvation, only larger hopes fulfill, give, keep giving to the brink of your own debt growth, the finally blessings will only be on you.

I give of my heart, my smile and eyes two. Each person the comes before me, or I go to, we stand and I do not allow his or her eyes to pass me blind. They will see me and fell my energy for you are me, and I Am you.

In each moment, cashier, bus-person, buss driver, big wig Hollywood Star....who cares, you don't need all that stuff and forget your soul, but I smile and I serve, and I ask for nothing. If everyone asked for nothing, even more would come.

You want to pay me, I say to you, "no money offered, can fill my joy in what to do." "Then a cup of my homemade soup will have to do you". the couple replied. Blessed in what I felt in saying; "You cup is of your heart, I cannot deny such love".

It was all for, just all in the soup, mannnnnnn!

All in Good Time - Exposure a must.

I've been off for sometime.....but I Am back....

 

All in good time. So far much evil has been purdged from my energy and nothing stopped things from happening.....long story. The past years 2006-2012, 2012-2015, now, 2015-2017 and last 2017-2025 a spiritual journey has been enjoyable and will be abundantly enjoyable future speaking, and more. So far eye opening for me, to say the least.

 

So much I've learned of myself, through Shaman's eyes; from my attachness to an object of certain energy, with the Auroras of the North. I Am of Northern "Good" cool Powers. Minty fresh in other words....as where the South is hot, and dry, cracked and Negative energies. I sense this much.

Mathmatically not of here:   12>6<"2" = 1 Whole.

I've learned a lot of my soul, of my sensing. Also through some Astrological ways, and matching both Shaman's words,  Shaman Matching Astrology by way of the planet placement, I see. It's all good.

I cannot say so much as it ends up becoming an example of announcing, in which that can destroy the truth of what was meant through selfless actions. Kind of why I want to do the good works my way, earthy ways, human way, but my way, with guidence of the above....I hope to get that chance.

 

Many things are changing. One thing I saw coming, long time ago, as was with signs, I remember telling folks of the 7 sqares, Uranus and Pluto square. Many things with this kind of squares can happen, so I have learned, and now see clearly, changes.

 

Uranus square Pluto June 24 2012 – 8 degrees
Uranus square Pluto September 19 2012 – 6 degrees
Uranus square Pluto May 21 2013 – 11 degrees
Uranus square Pluto November 1 2013 – 9 degrees
Uranus square Pluto April 21 2014 – 13 degrees
Uranus square Pluto December 15 2014 – 12 degrees

 

One was a whole new world after 2025, unlike our world today. A peace will hang over. The start of the full on maddness or gladness in changes, strongly felt by 2017-2025.

 

USA will feel and experience an ice age, granted it may be a mini one, but by no means are the many ready for even a mini one gripping us in icy cold. Safest places are tips of Florida southern point, Texas Southern point, San Diego area closer to shore....and Long Beach on shore the city and around the area.

Here we see the ice age today on the eastern coast, not to mention, now it will become worse over time, say in the next, next and next coming years.

 

Great stresses will be on all people, with those whom do not know of this change...it is coming. I Am told to be prepared spiritually, for the good of the many. Shaman has felt my own powers, I have not told folks everything of me. I would just sound as if; claiming to be another one of those.....we'll leave it there.

Again, to bring up a past...the time, many year ago, in my minor years.  I left home, was not against my mother, but I was too young minded to explain this sensing to anyone. It was my destiny to leave, to experience. My unaware consciousness, or unawaken consciousness, yet no where near in understanding, still had power in the knowing, I Am safe. My duty not filled.

I have been awarded the privilege in the knowing at certain times, and knowing how to get out of evil, with the guidence of the above. It took me years to be aware of my "self" what I called my Divine connection. I ask you to belief only in which you choose. Believe in your truth, as I offer mine.

 

You notice that I only left up 6 of the seven sqaures. (Oh com'on, go back and look, count them..eh eh) Yeah, I believe I saw my seven square prediction....yet before I expose it, some other things came to past, and others are coming to past soon enough.

 

The great chill is among us now, and it will go away. 2012 to now, was finding my own spiritual paths to the inner and deepest of all paths, my truth. Trasistions we'll all go through, but I watched as mine came and went, my life slowly within, changed for the best, the independence of whom I AM.

 

I was also notified that a person shall enter my life and changes will happen, it did rightly so. Mentor, leader, highest of forms of energy, from our world has been transforming me, my inner me, into a peaceful world I see in 2025.

 

I feel, I sense, and truth comes from both. A great change is at hand, but I see an evil darkness, that we all must united as one, just to barely get through, and the light will change. 2015 - 2017 a challenage will be born.

 

I predicted, only to myself, yet now I expose, on this date: March 1st, 2015, that the date of March 16th, 2015 is the last of seven Uranus-Pluto sqaures, and it is powerful.  The most disruptive of our time.

 

March 1st, 2015, I see the disturb N. K. war machine coming true, date set, March 16th, 2015, if not before or around before said date, or shortly after, but I sense a great change is about to happen.

 

2017- 2025 our world wil hugely change, some for the bad, but leads to the end, which is of good, and peace, for a long, long time. A harmony. It's beautiful!

 

I stand as a reminder, to help those that know not of what's coming, that I will help in the glory of knowing, in which I Am here as messenger, only to help the many understand in the human form, or after, in the thereafter spiritual form.

 

Find your consciousness, awaken the awareness of within. Get out of mindless thinking, come into your own knowing and feel that power, such energy, the beams of white light racing through not the body, but from ones soul. Knowing in truth the goodness in which you are, and are from of, which is the Divine.

 

Do not worship falseness, material, next best things, nor worship me, in my words, do not give but yourself the kindness, and share that which is you.  Allow only the goodness to fight through the sludge in your soul.

 

When the days come shorter, and the vast space hits our surface, be prepared in the glory of all that you are, my brothers, my sisters, my oneness, which is in you.

 

Let's wait and see what may errupt in the coming days. Staying calm through the proceess, to the other side, open to all love. All Harmony. All Peace.

Blessings.

 

 

 

 

 

CHURCH AND "OLD HALLOWS EVE"

I sat down today to eat my breakfast, and turned on my TV, I always like eating and watching. When I Am done, I turn it off and go about my day, except today was different.

You see, long ago, when I was a little boy, I had this voice that used to tell me to maybe think of being a priest. Also, perhaps a Monk, if I never really cut it as a regular 9 to 5 job person.

As I dove into my religious beliefs, held fast on things, I thought I had my thinking perfect. Jesus was a great leader, a great man, but for some reason I never saw him the way the church did, as "savor" I felt he was me.

When my dad was never really around, like a typical dad, you know, baseball games, even teaching me sports, I at age 14 made a shrine in my closet to God himself, announce to the heavens; "I now claim you, God, my dad, not my father, but my dad.

Now yes, at age 13 or 14, I used to now and then go to Catholic church, then somehow got into Christian churches, and then only thing I had in my head was; girls and how did I go from 45 minute mass, to a two and half hour freaking long church session......OMG, YAWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This wasn't how I spoke to God all my youth. I spoke to God as if he were right before me, tucking me into my bed, and Jesus was my older wiser true brother, so were my real life two brothers.

I also realized, Jesus spoke to God in this way, not in the way of church prayers, a prayer to me was sacred, between God and me, my dad and myself. I could talk to him walking, driving, washing my car, planting flowers, doing my laundry.

I started to wake up to my roots, my past family ties. I started to wake up to my astrology self, the Feb. Pisces. There is a difference between Feb. and March Pisces.

Feb. Pisces are more Angelic and around March 5th and 6th, Pisces becomes more....hum, let's say, self-gratifying. Meaning it's what they can get from you, for themselves and so on. Not all do, majority do, in my life time.

It is really the first week; 18th through Feb. 28 Pisces are Angelic, more like chosen for life paths, and to be there for others, but also to learn in human form to learn the lessons here on earth, to take back and use in the spiritual world.

It all sounds far fetched and no way of proving what I feel, but my friends following my life, they know. I Am not here asking money, or defending, or need anything from you, that in itself is up to you to believe.

Now, as I turned, 35 yrs of age, and I got through my almost near death experience, like so many, ones life does change. My spiritual self started to become more aware. More aware of what was really truth and what was really false.

In time, I found out through searches, thank the God's above for the internet, that's when my life really changes. When I ask one simple question and that question was; "How did Christianity come to be? How did it rise? WOW!

Search that question yourself, but I warn you, first be open to reading it, and be willing to drop all your old beliefs. I TELL YOU NOW IN THE POWER IN ME, you have nothing to fear, to question. God wants you too. You are her after all.

So, let's get back to my roots, basically I have Pagan roots. People will say; "Your a Pagan? Is that like, with Satan?" I just shake my head, I look up at the skies and say; "Why God, oh God, WHY??????" Then I laugh or chuckle towards them, put my hand on their shoulder and say the ole famous line Jesus gave;  "Forgive them father, for they no not what they do."

You see before Christianity ever was;  Pagan's ruled the lands, true spirituality. Also the Native American's, also Pagan God's. Today some believe that those many God's in the Pagan belief system were that of their guides; Alien's helping them to cope in America. I believe America is the last, because it is a special place for the connections of Alien's.

Now that is my belief, does not have to be yours, but I highly suggest, you look into Christianity how it came about, hint, a priest whispers in the ear of the King's ear, he had hear from God above. Put the "Px" Christian mark, on every shield, he will win the war. He did so and won and so it was of the land. It goes deeper that these words. Look into it.

Then I highly suggest everyone look into the Pagan belief. No God won't punish you, there are no rules, no requirements, only man-made ones, not God-made ones....and in that is another story or blog.

When you find out about Witches, Wicca, Pagan's, *Correllian (*another level of Wicca) you will start to realize the old saying which very well may be true;  "The Bible is there as a guide, to control the masses." You have to really try to let everything you thought you knew was right, but wasn't so right.....go.

I used to say to close friends, Christianity is the way the DEVIL, controls the masses. Then I would say think about it awhile, a day, a month, year, 5 years, it'll click. What is truth in front of your eyes is actually the trick. Do you know the Anti-Christ? No. Could you know? No, because you are all in it already.

First off, the church way back when, had only a God. God is great, God is good. Yet many bad things kept happening, in short.....the church realized huh-oh, better make something up. And there was actually an evil force now too.

Then the designed a pretty picture of you burning in the hell fires of hell, and the color picture of a half man, half goat, put a pointy tail, oh, oh and a pitch folk, give him scary horns, later make them curly horns even meaner looking and sunburn....okay make him red. Sunburn just sounded funny.

And now, anytime and every time things go bad, or no rain for the crops, you know why, or you did something sinful, things go bad eeeeewwww, or witch, witch, witch.....tear down that natural strong forces called; "The Pagan's". Scare the hell out of people so their good people. Following along with the bible.

What a great way the Devil, however is only made up, creates such a fear, and the use of that bible, people foolishly flock to it in hoards, not realizing how controlled they actually are by evil forces.

They think they are in good, but they are following wrong messages. Now not the whole bible is false, there are some things in it that did actually happen, but you have to read all those chapters and Profits that were NOT PUT IN the bible to really understand....him, only the elite of the times put what they want, they came from money, the root of all evil.

Do you start to see how you can never see the Anti-Christ? You would never or will never go against what you've already been ingrained into believing.  You are in fear, right where you are trapped and to receiving the implant.

Now, to back up my teachings a bit, I never want to do harm to any religion, or persons teachings, but I want to find away from my heart in showing the world, a new way God/Energy/Universe is telling me how to express this towards all. That Energy is not telling me out of wants, or needs, just guiding me, that is all. No right, no wrongs.

Just as you have the right to believe or not, let me say one thing to about witches, or the Pagan belief which I skipped away from. You see in Pagan belief and Witches, there is what is called; "THE FIRST RULE OF THUMB." It trumps all other rules, you break it, you've become nothing, or evil within your "self" or "soul" and all other rules of the Pagan faith or Witches go out the door or window.

This rule is:  "DO NO HARM TO ANOTHER"

The church does not tell you that about the Pagan faith, or that Pagan's were of the earth and the elements. Many Pagan's were of the organics, naturals, the Alchemy: Bing Definition;  "predecessor of chemistry: an early, unscientific form of chemistry that sought to change base metals into gold and discover a life-prolonging elixir, a universal cure for disease, and a universal solvent alkahest"

So to come full circle, I turned the TV on as I always do, sat down to eat. Lot of TV Evangelist shows are on. I love a good laugh, but this time one set me off. I won't say whom, for that would do harm, and I won't inflict any such thing.

He stated that there was this growing connection now, more today than ever before with Halloween and Satan. It lowers the levels of the demons and allows the celebration of evil or Halloween.

He went on to say as much as, today more and more it grows with commercializing Halloween, and the TV shows, and films and raising of dead people back to life. I guess he meant the the Zombie show....lol. I guess his way of taking away your imagination and calling it evil and to instil the fear in those heavy believers. Sad.

My point exactly, he connected Halloween with Satan.

If you will study, it is a Pagan holiday called; Old Hallows Eve. You will find in the Christian churches, or let's say religion, they crushed the Pagan belief's, the faith of all that was natural, and planted the adaption of their religion to grow to control the masses. Sounds evil, no?

Old Hallows Eve, All Saints Eve; is to honor those whom have died before us, to remember them down here, as they have moved on. Most of us now know someone whom has past, and that is a wonderful experience we know nothing about, but they sure do and did, because they already past.


Here is Wikipedia's nice explanation, I pulled it to make my point. Read it and after reading it, tell me you don't vision a wonderful world that could be like that, of good foods and such. Also, notice Christian rules built in, yet still adopting the Pagan faith.

Oh another point, Presbyterian churches, not all, look at their cross, outside of the building, most are thin metal crosses with a ring around the center, that is a Pagan symbol adopted by Christian faith. The Fish Symbols....same....I can keep going, but here is Wikipedia's story....read below.....or if you like, here is the link to said story: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Halloween  Please remember my point of the Preacher teaching Halloween is also Satan growing, and those whom live is fear will actually believe it.

Old Hallows Eve......
31 October, the eve of the Western Christian feast of All Hallows' Day. It initiates the triduum of Allhallowtide,^[10] the time in the liturgical year dedicated to remembering the dead, including saints (hallows), martyrs, and all the faithful departed believers.^[11] Within Allhallowtide, the traditional focus of All Hallows' Eve revolves around the theme of using "humor and ridicule to confront the power of death."^[12]
According to many scholars, All Hallows' Eve is a Christianized feast initially influenced by Celtic harvest festivals,^[13][14] with possible pagan roots, particularly the Gaelic Samhain.^[8][15][16] Other scholars maintain that it originated independently of Samhain and has solely Christian roots.^[17][18]
Typical festive Halloween activities include trick-or-treating (or the related "guising"), attending costume parties, decorating, carving pumpkins into jack-o'-lanterns, lighting bonfires, apple bobbing, visiting haunted house attractions, playing pranks, telling scary stories, and watching horror films. In many parts of the world, the Christian religious observances of All Hallows' Eve, including attending church services and lighting candles on the graves of the dead, remain popular,^[19][20][21] although in other locations, these solemn customs are less pronounced in favor of a more commercialized and secularized celebration.^[22][23][24] Because many Western Christian denominations encourage, although no longer require, abstinence from meat on All Hallows' Eve,^[25][26] the tradition of eating certain vegetarian foods for this vigil day developed, including the consumption of apples, colcannon, cider, potato pancakes, and soul cakes.

My God, which is to be called; Energy, my Energy is guiding me to a brighter new world, Eco-friendly planet, with my true-self in tow. It is in my belief, I must start a new chapter in teachings of the truth and get people to rethinking of their spiritual true self and no longer buy into the old ways of teaching with fear.

I Am and always will be a messenger of my Energy and in that Energy, it will guide me in each of these moments, blogging moments, and it is not in the bad syntax, but with in those lines, you must pull from the story, you must see or get the message.

I type what comes in, and have no time to make corrections, I can go back afterwards, but I almost like keeping from Energy to my soul to my fingers and on to this blog, the real messages come out to me and to you.

Always remember when shopping, when doing anything:
1. Do NO harm to another
2. You need nothing outside of your "self" to be happy
3. Your inner world is the only world to care for all else will follow
4. Question all things out of the love, not out of fear
5. Always come from Love
Blessings

Atom of God, that Energy

I think in my past, which I have, if I ever spoke with an, atheist, I'm not sure if I would be heard, or even understood, for I never would want to be disrespectful on my behalf of their own belief. It is just of that, their own belief.

 Deem it right or wrong, you or I do past that judgement onto them. Yet, I would stand on my belief, that all life is created by an energy, we just happened to loosely call it by term of;  'God' some still find a fight in whether God is possible female not male.

I Am here, in this blog, for that one reason, to make what we do in life, so hard, and turn it simple. Simple enough, that your heart tells your soul, that the message or messenger sounds balanced. Not right, not wrong, just a balanced message.

If an atheist keeps that open mind to life, perhaps their own thoughts on how and what happens in the end of life, they might see, that is a creation all of their own. That thought, that feeling, mindset of a no God, was created somehow, life.

That when you open your heart, your mind stays open, that just maybe, an atheist realizes, okay, yes, I Am an atom of God, but let's for the atheist sake call it energy, better yet, how about universe, since we see something out there, all around us.

So when an atheist does not believe in God as some see God, end of life is just that, zap...see ya! They still live the life they have, most of the time, to the fullest. Some might even waste their time as see's fit, each to they're own. They life their life. Creation. All the changes in that cycle of life they now live.

Did I point that out enough, Life, They, Live. Interchangeable wording, as Life itself is forever change. The word life is changeable. They are changeable. Universe is changing, therefore changeable.

This must mean, our God is changing, therefore changeable, and in that change, so is your life, as it changes, your journey changes, everyday...bit by bit, until you look back and say; "wow". Bitter or fantastic, it is what you created out of that atom which is you.

You see, life is change. God/Universe is change. The word Life and the word God, they are interchangeable words. I spoke of this throughout my other messed up blogging. Just remember, these messages come on their own, from my Divine, your Divine.

If an atheist believes no more in God, than sure they do, for they live life. As long as they live life, life is God, God is then Life. The Universe, in all it's glory of materials in which you are created, is life, in that it is the power that your atom lives.

The multi-combo, the multicolor  of a rainbow exists to create a rainbow. Yellow is not orange, nor is blue purple, green sure ain't red in my book, but together, they create their life they are a part of.

The atoms of the colors, which together as a whole, makes what we deem as beautiful, lightheartedness in our souls when we see one. You life lived, is your God in you lived. Living your life, living your God.

Atheist is not Satan love, it is an expansion of oneself in terms of the greater good, if used properly for good, and not self-center and of bashing others, while they may too be bashed.

Next time encountering someone saying they are of atheist beliefs, let them be, for they live life, and in your knowing, it is they whom life in God, our Universe, just as you or I.

I live by my life, in my belief of my life and the morals of my life, my own life morals.
I live by my God/Universe, in the belief of my God and the morals of my God, my own God Morals.

Interchangeable, you belief is just in that, your belief, let others have their own. In America, it was to be this way, your own beliefs to live and even be changeable over time. To see, Life as God, and God as Life, an energy you, the atom, the one tiny atom is apart of, you just deem is Life or deem it God, but it is the same, present, in which you and I are now in the moment, a part of.

We are only an atom size to the power and glory of the greater whole, our life, out God, our universe, and yet we tear apart the fabric in our simple old views. That we follow the leader, yet if we want to say a great man existed, we know that it took stepping out of a box....a really big box, for that time, and change begun.

If we came, all, to realize, that I Am an atom, you are an atom, you mother and father, atoms in which are my family as well, in which in turn we are connected, near and far.

That the Iranian is in me, that the Romanian is in me, that Spanish is in my white blood, that the African fires burn within my soul, that all Nations we have separated into parts.

I Am not whole, with just being my arms. I Am not whole without the head, the crown. I Am not one, without all of these together to make me whole, but it is truly in Life/God which makes us, together whole. We make the whole, Life/God.

We are the creators, each of us, only an atom of God an atom of this here said, LIFE, the one that the atheist lives on and in. They too create, creating the change in life, which is our changing God, our changeable Life.

That said and done, think togetherness on this planet, for once, outside of yourself, think of all of us as a whole. Creating our life, creating our God, with respect to others views, not in damnation, but greater love. In ways of love, no matter of old text.

Example; of Life lived....

If you had all the money in the world, billions, do you really have all that wealth? That's fantastic, good for you, no really, not-kidding. That's what one, all should be learning to repeat and say.

It does not matter whether that money, that height, so untouchable, you should find what is of lighter use. Is hope and wishes for your friend that holds that money, good in your heart, or envy or hurt. You now know, with an awareness of that power of money, which can be evil, you do not need.

They whom have acquired billions, may not know it yet, maybe they do know that of such a power in their hands to do the most great, shared wonderful things for all. It is they who will, if ones heart is open, their soul shall keep, they will see the bigger picture in the oneness, not in just self.




If we all could know, that money is not owned, we might start to see a whole new light on our lives. The hoarding, the greed, is to pass judgement, for this can not be told any other way. It is in no way to be hurtful, as to say those with money, are wrong, I only see it as fear.

Tighter the world feels, my heart feels, should I say; "No" I deem them not worthy and yet, that atom, which is in need,  is a part of me, this atom, which is the greater thought we have of what is our highest of thoughts, leader/thought. That is your choice, to serve all others, not just self.

My lessons, I took a long time to learn of, that lesson; 'greater to give of; than to receive'. Or how about that saying; "The more you give, the more you know."  Think of how much more I will know, release what I had been blessed with. A lightness falls over me more. I still fight with judgement on those asking.

My hard times came, oh yes, still more comes...oh, yes,   I too have whined, still do now and then. Got to let it out. Sometimes I tell others, but you know what, money I gave away last year on the streets, I don't know anymore....I don't remember it. Whom it went to.  How much I gave away, or how little I gave away, what matters....it never mattered. It was up to me.

It never matters. You are the gift. In the clothing you have been given, you have been blessed. The food you can eat, or have to eat, you have been blessed with all that you need in this given moment.

This to, is to show what the consequences are for your abundance of wealth, piled up. Only you can find the way (s) in you, that you might feel is truly sincere in it's choice.

Instigation, out of envy, jealousy or even hate, bears a crime on to your soul, of your own judgement and radiates outward. What I mean by this, you create out of you, what you create to exist in your world, as a combined whole.

As I have been taught, a rock first dropped in a still pond, receives her message. The ripples/message is carried as ripples in the water, to deliver the results of that said, in thought, action or deed response you created. Ripples will occur. No right or wrong.

When we get to that point, we can let those evil thoughts, actions and/or deeds go first. When bad comes your way, you make the choice to create it to continue or not. Good things come, can also create bad things to occur for a greater message is to be waiting in the wings to perform.

I don't want all that I have, you have it, for we are equals. I don't need that, for I have all that I need, you have it and let us be as equals. No one person owns anything, no matter what you have been taught, you don't own that money, no amount, the car, nope, not even the house or hut.

That one day, or night, everyone, you will have to release it, just let it go. I say, 
"the wealth of a man; is viewed by me, not in which you have much of in material, but that, how much you actually don't have, that's my measure...now what a turn on that thought is.


You hold the power to the giving, for the sharing, blessings in that all that you have to give. You give it freely, blessed in all ways, of the love that you are. You're then in that light to receive even more blessings to push away from you, with respect and in honor, to those of less than.

It is when we realize that in your knowing that you hold 55 billion in money and in investments and such, stop and check, why one needs more than 1 billion. Just now hold that thought, I know, why even one billion? Why even that much?

This here, is to make you stop, and just slow down, think. Go from your thinking mind, and into your consciousness, which is not of thinking mind, but into the knowing of self. Do you really need billions, 54 of those billions?

Ask yourself now, 55 billion I have, 1 billion is perfect, let me help those, say as example, start up businesses, in which once off the ground, by support of the masses, turns in their wealth over that billion mark.

Find that you really do need nothing outside of the self. Some will ask;  "So what, we sit on our butts, bored?" If you find you are bored in your life, bored in your God, then is that not a time to check in with your spiritual self, not religious self.

If you must have it all, or have everything one way, one God, my way or the highway, greed is the power that closes out the bright lights of life. Dims all our sun, when the masses cling onto what they think, of the brain thinking, that they actually own. To hold onto, not let go.

When you see you are as powerful a creator as of your God, as of your life, atheists and not, you come down to earth, to a changeable reality, that you truly have that power to create, for you are an atom of God, an atom of Life.

Blessings.
Peace & Love

Why do you need a $250k Car? Why DO YOU NEED a $250K Car?

So, why do you need a $250k Car, that you actually think you need a $250k Car? I could, and should just stop right here and leave that much for this blog page, just that question and allow you, "RICH and "POOR" to ponder that said question, as your both the groups responsible for today debt. Reflect.

No matter what, I'll give you a life example, that I see happening in some of today's people, coming into money and not having money, and roles switched many times over in ones lifetime. As of coming to age with money, the awareness, before the strange happens.

I start out my life, meek, resting my financial gains upon the parent, either or, or both. Handout here, paid for this there got that gift wanted, expensive. So forth, your life, all good. Then comes time for some reality most have to take on jobs, and feel that pinch. In time, you adjust in your life style of choice.

Next comes larger sums and you scrape by, making ends meet. You buy your needs, that TV, not too expensive, stay basic. Time goes you know, a little debt is good, no worries. And as for those whom do not have to work, well they buy and buy, enjoying that good life they so were born into.

The moderate person now, as I did, lands a show, oh yes, lots of money, but not like the big stars, but 5 if not 6 times of what I was last making in a week, let alone how much monthly. Whoot-Whoot. Worries, burden of debt, lifted from shoulders.

You up grade that TV and justify if, with a balance due monthly of only $25. nothing else on that card, pay some of the old debt off, keep a little. Before you know it in short, you have justified everything you buy, do or places you go and went. Events too, no matter the ticket price.

Before you know it, you have high debt, notice money back low, show is now canceled. You, yes you and I, brothers and sisters, we have sold out. I, and many others, have awaken to the truth of our economy and how we justifiably have created this mess, with unneeded expectations of what we considered our truths of whom we are. We failed. Yet....Hold Hope.

Why, being rich, [speaking in general terms, many rich do help, yet not enough explained later] do you feel this desperate need [using the word for dramatics] to buy a brand new car at $250.000.00? Why must you forget everywhere in which you could come from?

Think about it, think about that sentence, and reflect in all that you have bought, or upgrade, when you did come into money. Reflect now.......anyway, I have no time to wait. I know what is happening, but try to explain in as many short words as I can as this flows out of me from my Divine.

Lets say, that rich person, see's him/her self as rich. Okay? You go out about the real world, in casual nice clothing. You hang out a that big ole coffee shop, green in it's colors. People on simple and nicer laptops.

You smile, not so much for them, but selfishly for your self "SELF", you going to buy a new $4000k suit, shoes over $750. You are so lucky.....are you?

When you have money, money specials, money values go out the window, like a moth that ate up your curtains and flew out, never to be hurt, or busted, or blamed. You support the economy, you always have. These people don't know you are also going to buy a big beautiful, candy-apple-red $250k Car today. Oh golly geee, you so lucky, everyone will look at you, wow, he/she has money.

The ego spirit won.

You cannot see your blessing in whole, $50 billion, why do you need $49. billion [we'll let them have 1 billion, not that they need that too] in your account as a civil person? Why? Status? From whom? You mean all your brothers and sisters that are suffering? By no means of their own, and if by their own, you allow your brother to fall?

Screw those people. I Am not them. They didn't come in to money, or work hard to become rich like me...like you? Really, that's life? You live ion such contempt of each other. Poor some envy the rich, which I can understand. What power comes from that act? You mean like fear and worry?

When you do lift your self up, you justify buying that upgraded TV. It is okay to have gadgets, but have you pick your self up, to extend most of all that money for your planet, brothers and sisters? You buy into the bigger, the better, and you buy into believing you need that upgrade TV, even though the old TV still works.

We forget that our time, and our luckiness to be healthy to earn tons of money when we do have it, and how it is when we do not have it, we forget our brothers and our sisters of those dirt floors, although, they are happy, and actually I love it as wholesome, not dirty.

Think of your big golden bathrooms the size of half a football field. Think of that indoor tennis court, that huge cool, awe, swimming pool, perfectly tempered to your personal liking....even though you give to charity, have you bussed in, a nice bus, the poor children and parents?

Have you opened the door to only giving money here and there, out of not even knowing it is guilt, but you have this feeling it is the right to do, but subconsciously, not in consciousness, to justify all that bulk of money that could overflow your pool and 20 more...Now, Why do YOU NEED A $250k Car?

It makes no sense to own a Ferrari because of the following:

You always had to or always wanted one.
You deserve it after earning all this bulk of cash.
I won the lotto, now lets get new cars. However if improving and you think you need a new electric car, you'll justify that too.

Anyway, the list can go on and on about every materialistic thing we buy, other than food or water or the machines needed to improve our lives from bending over picking strawberries....many of us could have jobs, rid the NEED for that machine. One only drives it, many of us can pick, cleaner air is which?

We all allow ourselves to fall prey, to be victims. Sure you are allowed to buy a $250k Car, now why do you feel you are higher in status or that need for such status, or support that status. If you were truly a great rich woman/man, I see you become the people, come back to a family that could love you.

One country [not naming out] likes power, and goes against all his people. Why? In the end, your country is old, shabby, worn out.  Why would I want to see my mom struggle, other mom's, and your own mom, even if she were rich, could you change her from being the Queen?

Until you stop your "SELF" and change your "SELF" around and be the example of, donate or oversee the investments of your money to make it grow still, but to lend your own hands in the dirt of our earth, with your brothers and your wonderful equal sisters, you will NEVER see your own mother change. You will live in the earth in which you created already.

When you invest a billion, and bless the billion, and release the other $49. billion, and bless that you had it to begin with, but honor it as blessed, and allow it to flow FREELY, with no begrudging, as I have and still Am, learning to do, then that change is YOU.

Every drives and electric small car, then you shall too. You become a celebrity, you are no higher. You become a musician [not naming out :-)] then YOU TOO become a wonderful example, not a destroyer of your own brother, sister and parents.

Integrity in knowing.  Why should I go out, now because I won the lotto, and buy a big [Eco-friendly at least] home, and not be GRATEFUL for my small Spanish home now? I have all the money in the world, to hire people, pay them well and create what I own, more magical in a small scale.

Why can I not offer to pay for my neighbors new paint on his old painted car?  Why do I allow myself to be higher and buy my $250k Car So he can gravel. So look at me...Mr. Ego, I'm ruining the planet I don't care.

Where is that money going to go, when you are gone? The joy and world you can create is within your consciousness given to you. Once you find, that money will flow, if you allow it and not hoard it, yes, even you that has ten to their name and one needs one to get buy, give it.

You justify them sitting on the curb, instead of picking strawberries, yet you too are suffering for a job, but won't pick strawberries. All I Am saying, not to judge, but in my viewing nature, we just become victims one way or another, until we awake.

None of us NONE OF US, ever needs a $250k car, unless you are not awake, not a person in there consciousness, or still believe to own that house, 15k square foot, because it has been in your family, that select few you were born in to.

Now try to awaken, to the awareness of your consciousness. No, No....don't think, visualize letting that home go. Envision tearing it town. Bring it to code, Eco-Friendly perhaps, share your wealth with you REAL family. People you have not met yet.

Support others green projects, reject those whom can be the big expensive earth unfriendly company. Why do you even need that expensive $250k car, when so much of that money alone, could help create the world a new? Cutting emissions down, not waiting for Govts. to change. Be one with all the people, your real family, all 7 billion, be the example of for good things, not bad all you you things, and be the one to make the good consciousness knowing changes for wholeness of planet and person(s). 

What I Am saying, is that in the our, or justice of all humanity, rich or poor, we have to come to the knowing, in each of us, to feel what's right. On the human side, or as one once put it, each of us came from a mother, some that don't know of each.

You born in privileged, need to be in the knowing of those living on dirty floors. Those on dirt floors, they are far more happy. Those ruling Govts. over it's people, in harmful ways, it's people have to awake.

Those buying for the sake of having, need to awake to their knowing of what you will support. Who will you support, a clean earth and suffer to walk to the job until cars are made clean?

Those with huge cars, stop and awake in the knowing of letting that go, and buy of the support for the cleaner cars?

Those of privileged, awake in the knowing of all the monies you do have, and those that have not but a dirt floor?

All people that have food on the table, blessed by such, share over and over and over to those that do not and with out questions and or wants?

Those being helped by their Govt. by it's residence, give and find ways of pulling one "SELF" up with the aid of their brothers and sisters, freey sharing in their hard earned monies, to light their brother/sister up.

Will we open our consciousness for the knowing, that by all you are blessed, to not hoard it, hide it, but to freely allow it to go, knowing in your consciousness, now awaken to it's awareness that it is blessed and will come again, ten fold more.

That the poor will be lifted and contribute in it's own truth, loyal to his/her families support, to bring society up....or give up and tear it all back down, as some countries, rather they have one in power, and hurt the many, than to share and lift the many, and become the wonderful world of one family could ever be of, that is LOVE.

"When we do for ourselves, we do also the same for another."

Blessings
Peace & Love

HOW WILL YOU KNOW? FAITH? REALLY?

You see that title of page, I have to write through while the heavenly works through me, my Angel message while human. Yes, I found the message finally from my heavenly given lips for all humans.

You see, religion, not picking on any, how I know you not need "FAITH" Nor attendances of any religion or church. I know only that the body craves the attention of the spirit. Your soul loves to be energized with love, not hate, now judgement, and/or bullied.

You see, faith holds you down, but you will never let go of that self. Until you truly can see my message. It is not to hurt you, or trick you, like the evil, man-made body, the Devil, then painted red to respresent the fire, the fires of hell, you all won't cross. Yet most already have.

If I Am to be condemned, so it be you as well. You are here on earth with me, and will suffer the said such time, for you are no greater, nor no lesser than I.....do you see how stupid that sounds? Yet, you can never pull your "self" from all what you learned in church, may I say, without choice, not all of you, most.Let's work on one religion, apply where needed as you read.
 
God as you call; him/her/it/energy/source, would never hold you down. Never you. Deny you any reason for to doubt, to drop faith. Let's just call him; "He" or "Universe" would never demand,need, or want from you, that he already has/ and had, and returned.

He knows you love him. Yet the church teaches you what? Have faith, or those will tell you to lose faith on and on. Why would God deny you of you?

Say I Am "God" hum, sexy, and plump, beautiful and gross, short, tall, plus right/left, why would he need to worry about your faith in him? No, just ask your  true "self" ask, sit, drop everything, and think about it?

He already knows everything before you even ever would know, he helped in your creation, you chose the outter shell, he knows you now, inside and out. He does not need you to have faith or a belief in a way or one is the religion, he made no rules.

Jesus, a great man, understood this of that energy, what we are now experiencing. That's what I Am here doing, that was my purpose, heard it loud and clear....L. O. V. E.
Learn, Openly, Volumes, Evolve.
L.       O.          V.            E.

Love, drop everything, all belief, all feelings of guilt should you ever drop faith, and step forward in your truth, your true light. Step forward in your Light, the light in which you are, Step forward in the love of whom you are, to create the God/ Life Experience, no guilt, for there is no want.

You created the wants of God.
You created the Needs of God.
You created there to be a great sin.
You created the term, "No one's Perfect, not you, not me." How dare you slap God in the face? Then again, God truly does not mind, slap him again. So now you see about faith?

Think for a moment..  Think....

God intends for you, you see the light, he wants you to find you, the one that is not perfect, and throw our that not perfect, or feel of guilt, or fear, and lack of faith. See how this list keeps growing, in which all of you created, and now comes to pass.

You set forth our future, even if Govt. were to be corrupt, you allow it to affect you, is a lake of faith in your own persons. Those in which that cheat, you create what you desire, without understanding you create the rule.

We, each one of us, those that will never read this, they too have to come from self. To know, each one to stop their negative actions, and say to change their own journey.

It's kind of like this, that lesson learning from right and wrong, but you can still do things to justify your actions. When you do, you don't carry guilt, you transmute it when that rush comes in, and push forward in your life.

You are no more that past, but help those not yet realize, the importance of treating each other with kindness, but just love.

Blessed be. Perhaps more later, lost my thoughts. As said, I type as it comes in, sorry on the syntax.
Sabin-

I remember trying hard to find why I was so unique, I remembering why my life so charmed, but some thing in me always knew my closeness to the Divine. This in the knowing of, but no one knew of, yet I was learning.

My mother always felt some thing different of me, my shrine to the God above age fourteen, in my closet, the carpeted floor, open my closet door, to the right, sit and speak to my father, announcing him as my true dad, my only true dad, but my human dad is here, not around, like an instinct to know to disappear, not always, only at times in my life.

This was the start of my spiritual growth, my truth, announcing God as my dad. I spoke with often through my life, just like I would my own mother and father. We laughed, cried, emotions so high, so filled with love. Those would and still do knock me out righteously to the floor. Never hurting, only love so strong.

It wasn't until few years back, I read deeper into my roots, Pagan, and saw the visions of past. Looking into where and how the future might become, will become, from of what the past was changed. I felt so Agnostic, and correct when I first picked up that knowledge of that community.

What is perceived as wrong, was right, I always had the notion, and laughter and knowledge at times through my life, that right was actually wrong. Up was down, down was up, I had that kind of senses in me, to see what others see and beyond it's front face meaning, changed meaning.

My mother blowing off that fact I read Agnostic and announced that was whom I truly was, if I claim religion, which is actually true spiritual knowledge, she just said; "Ah that is agnostic." That hit me kind of harsh and hard. Some thing just said let it go.

For awhile now I have learned to claim my "self" by no other, I never needing a Priest, I Am. I see things change in my world, most people that crumble, and yet I found first that maybe my calling was one at a time, and not the masses.

I even felt as a part of me was reason for mentor, through my own mistakes, becomes my truth. The past is and now becomes my present moments, and not to look for future, and to be in haste, but know now, what it is for your future, that you may create it.

You change the world today, this moment, in your meditations, togetherness, outside of that church, no money needed. Trust not me, as Jesus would say; "Believe in what "I" do as the church would say, wrong, now lets make it right'  :Jesus would say; "Believe in "as" I do" Not what he does, but as he does. Integrity.

Be in your truth now. Your light now. Your love now. No matter what, allow others to hurt you, without charging them with revenge, but teach them inner peace, inner love, so their light may shine.

Now the truth is unfolding, these times are changing, and the books have been studied, from over 700 AC, the many apostles, once never known, now shine new light in truth. More and more of truth is unfolding as we enter this new energies.

A Higher vibration, perhaps what they call the ascension, a more heavenly being of what you are, whom you are, as equal to your brother, Jesus, all sons and daughters of our heavenly father.

More and more of these stories, of the truth, will shine brightly. Now watch, watch the changes all around you begin, and some even end, and go to other places, set forth!

Consciousness.
Blessed Be!
Peace & Love

Negative Forces. Positive forces.

Starting from little, to bring up in teens, one can be taught, these two forces. We seem to have more on the one side lately, I'm sure you felt that force over the past two years, but times are changing.

We start to see inside our self, not just outside. You look inward, and no matter how bad you negative has been around, you see it, all around you. Instead, this time, you don't give in to that negative force, you embrace it.

You stop yourself in any situation and have only positive outcome. You turn and let go of any and all negative thoughts. Instead of robbing someone of their goodwill, change your own will, to do good.

Slowly each of us understanding, is to not hurt another, no matter what. Yes, even if the other guy punches you, turn away is that harder way, in which is that negative force. If you should choose to turn away, you judge yourself stronger, not weaker. Just think about it, how much higher you rise, to that one that does not yet understand?

If given the chance to help them awake, then so be it, that journey will tell. If each one of us can wake and be in the good, positive force, we'll tilt and become a more understanding nation, world. We already have started.

Faster tech. need be one example. New no conditions, kind of science schools, future schools to be, already exists. New cells, mechanical and biological. New cures, soon even faster. Then faster, faster, faster and we'll be amazed at what's next.

Personal lives change and already have changed. People needing a thing of the past. A growing sense of coming together. Small groups, communities evolve, city functions already, Marathons for one example.

We now strive for the positives in our lives. Each one at a time. No more spiting out gum on a sidewalk. never dropping litter. Always say hello as you pass on a sidewalk. On a bike trail, nod if you can, even smile real quick, as to bugs stick between the teeth....ALWAYS! :-))

Stop yourself from hurting another. Be in truth, from now on, be in your light you want to cast, without fame, fortune, but all that you are right now, a mere perfect example of our power. The creator of perfection, which is you.

If you are negative in ways in which you know, yelling all the time, try to stop yourself. Remember this, and say it in such a kindness answers. Even like la-la,  la, la. Sure thing, not a problem, cause think about it, yell...so what is gained, you're here today, gone tomorrow, what does it matter.

Use that kindness, come from understanding they screwed up, but is it important? Then teach them, help them see. Yelling gets nothing, la-la, la, la...it sure does. You allow them to infect you with negative thoughts, growing and festering inside you.

Now control it. Try. You'll change the world.

Blessings 
Peace & Love

Intuition = Consciousness

Intuition. Intuition? Intuition! Ohhh, you see, we all have intuition in ourselves that some times leads us to astray, or did we simple push out limits, thinking mind knowing? Remember whats told of you, consciousness in not of the "thinking" mind, but in the knowing.

No one so far has answered consciousness, I mean really ever explaining it, oh yes, there are those that explain it in scientific studies and/or physiology studies and don't forget just theories. When you examine all those, you realized, no one has ever really explain consciousness.

What if I told you, as I have from the beginning, that I Am a connection to the Divine? What would you first want to believe? Are you thinking? So you [sic] are not conscious nor using your knowing in your consciousness is of that, the knowing.

In this knowing you either believe me, or you do not, no human has anything to do with the Divine, while down on earth, oh yeah, that must have stopped over 2000 years ago. I heard once, some one wrote a chapter on God stop talking to us 2000 years or so ago...lol

I assure you today, this is all from your Divine, with or without you knowing, while you ride not in the consciousness, not in the knowing. You see, the knowing is consciousness. Intuition is consciousness. Intuition = Consciousness which is intuition in the knowing.

When you don't slow down to listen to your knowing, to your consciousness, which is of that knowing, you allow your thinking human mind to "think" and thinking is how we built our world, not in the knowing. You will find great change is upon us in days, weeks, months and this whole year.

All along, no one could answer what is consciousness, and today you learned that consciousness, by the higher energies are letting you finally feel it, in the knowing. It is when you feel some one is staring at you. It is when you feel you must turn right, some times turning the wrong way, and kicking yourself for not listening to your first clue.

First clue and GO! That is your knowing, intuition, your using your consciousness, not just being conscious. This is most people's understanding, they are "thinking" they must stay in the conscious self, meaning "thinking" not of the consciousness of the knowing. Use your intuition people. Find a Pisces to help guide your journey to an awesome way, an awesome life and world.

You see, now we move into that area of the 5th of 7 squares, when changes  are coming to made, as the now is the time these changes start to occur. Look around you and see the world in beauty, as I did too riding my bike and just enjoy what good air we have left.


I saw the world in a new light and in a new way, with such a respect, and know in my heart how trashed and disrespected we have become of our home. Then we find another [which many more are out there to come] planet(s) that are habitable, and what? We give up here? Go trash the new one; Kelper 186F, forget this one?

We already forget this one. Back to my bike ride, as I was riding along the path of the river, cemented river, I came to the newly restored habitat. Wow, if we set the right conditions, the planet actually can grow back. It was all so pristine from my distant view as I rode closer and closer, this is where I will rest and meditate for a few.

There is was, the trash. Plastic bottles, plastic top with straw still in it, in the marsh, the beautiful lush, green wet, marsh....trash. Human trash. No respect. No care. Throw this bottle here, or over there, or the wind caught it from elsewhere when you threw your fast food empties in the gutter on some lone street in your city.

How can you think to just drop it, throw it? Is God/Energy/Universe gonna pick it up sooner or later, for you, just you little oh lazy you? Yes, judgmental, but with reason. Thinking, and knowing. You know in the deepest of your heart it is so wrong, but you don't want to lug it to a trash bin. That takes too much time from you, you, you.

Then it got me in my meditation. I don't even spit my gum out...oh, you have me there. I Am very guilty, spitting out my gum from my car, flicking it up out my sunroof on the freeway, driving 65 miles an hour....flick, the wind takes it, never to be seen again.

Then my meditations brought me a gift. Yes, a gift. Anything to correct your "self" in the knowing = Intuition = consciousness, you have arrived to a closer level to the next level in your journey in life and on this planet. In my knowing, I realized seven (7) billion people chewing gum in one day, all at the same time, in a round about way time set of the earth.

If we all spit out our gum, same time, 3 pm when that time hits your area, we could tilt the earth, but the sear weight of seven (7) billion pieces of gum on the ground, roadways, sidewalks, now imagine how all that can effect our home, our earth.

What if we chewed two or three pieces a day and spit out, and now think all year long, decade and so on and on. Without being in the knowing, you have not listened to your intuition, and [sic] do not live in the consciousness of just knowing. You reside in the thinking mind, which is how we got here in the first place.

Now with the understanding that by following our intuitions, and going with that first gut feeling, we can re-right ourselves here on planet earth. In other words, re-write our consciousness. Be in our knowing, our light. Do everything right, even when you know your wrong, give in and feel that learning curve. Feel yourself come alive. Feel the earth become happier.

Follow your intuitions first. Allowing your consciousness to grow, and soon you will be in the knowing, with all the positive flow. That soon the thinking mind will cease to exist, and your world, my world, all our world, will truly change to that beautiful higher lifted level.

Consciousness!

Blessings.
Peace & Love

Free-Will Choice

I'll speak extremely frank with this one writing on the wall. A Divine strength with in my soul. God lets you see your "problem", when you open your eyes and see. Do you find you wonder why so much crap through you life at different times, before it feels it gets better? A lesson learned.

>Free - Will Choice<

Take as long as you like with however long it takes you to; "Get it" with a problem in which you created all along. God won't step in. God will watch over you.

It is at that; "right moment" the "timing" that is sent in, but the manors in which are the emotions of our planets. Like cubic square, turning, lining all up to make a  pop and an awakening, right at the right moment and you wake to see the problem, you made it, Free-Will Choice.

When you do awake, you now know, that this is it, the defining moment in which you finally awoke, and did as the President of the USA, and President of Israel did, they as you, drew your "Red Line." You made your final choice in which your world will go. Cross if, and you are done.

God know already how long it will take you. Think about that one. Think about yourself,  really small, and now growing taller and taller with each lesson, but now you are up close. You can see how you did learn a valuable lesson, that may have changed your life.

That's God's will. For you to forget all others, suffering or not and just become "Authentic You", just treat another, as you touch your skin. Stay strong when others still have to find that, "Self-Love" that is where you are either mad, and can change, or happy and content to help others, for you have all of that, which is you. Just You.

Me and You

When you awake, you see with real you;

 Free-Will Choice is NOT to DENY another.

The Love first in your heart for yourself.

See in others, as you comb your hair in the mirror,
they are you.

Allow the world to change, Republican, move forward.

Democrat, be kind, slow down, include the other.

It is my brother, my sister, not of same parent,

But the blood of our universe, God and Energy.

Through dropping all guns, all hate, all crime,

our world continues and spins on it's alone dime.

Through it all, our eyes now wide,

gives me some hope we'll all stand by.

My friend, my foe, let's shut that door,
close that window, button down the 'ole hatches,

come by my place, and lets do our best,
and throw down the old hatches.

You are my brother, my sister too,
I am in that sand just like you.

Look OUT I scream,
to protect you from poo,

that moment on, we're a match,
just me and you!

Free-Will Choice allows you to see. When you do - that's the power of God/Universe. The signs the beckon on you, that's you, making your Free-Will Choice, for that future "self" coming soon. Taking all the new energies coming our way now, you take it and create, what is next in your life and all those in thy presence.

In Peace & Love,

Free-Will Choice makes you see it on your terms, when YOU are ready to see it, and then you make that Free-Will Choice to change. Change it, all that which is in your world. It is in your Free-Will Choice, to wake up, and change each bad moment, see it for what it is, bring it to good. Take that Good time, make it worth it, feel that change, you created in your life.

It is in your, FREE-WILL CHOICE, to change ones situation (s).

In Life/God/Universe

Peace & Love

Energy!